Mine

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Chaeyoung was getting ready for her "date" that was all planned by Yeri from breakfast to dinner. She didn't know what to wear because she hasn't been dating anyone for a while now and she was not used to dating someone new. Chaeyoung sat down in the kitchen chair and exhale. "This wouldn't be so bad, right?" she asked herself. she was nervously tapping the table until Lisa took notice and stopped eating her breakfast. "why.." she dared to speak only to be looked at by Chaeyoung. Lisa widened her eyes then continued eating her food. "Do i look pretty?" Lisa almost spit out her food before looking at Chaeyoung's gaze. "im asking here. do i look pretty?" Lisa looked at her unsure if they were really talking or its just Chaeyoung forgot she was mad at her. It was the second. "huh? uhm.. mhmm" Lisa nod and drank water. Chaeyoung grabbed her bag and stood up "Do you want a... ride..." Lisa looked down and chuckle. "of course." as she look at Chaeyoung closing the front door.

Chaeyoung and Minseok sat down in a coffee shop for breakfast. Minseok talks a lot about his work and made Chaeyoung laugh. The date went pretty great, they were having dinner in a luxurious restaurant and went on how their lives has been, what interesting things happened to their lives and all those little stuff. "This is where you live?" Minseok took a quick glance. "you are living in a pretty luxurious area" He smiles sweetly before holding Chaeyoung's hand. "Can we go for another date?" he sweetly asked. Chaeyoung wasn't so sure and she is uncomfortable by the fact that they were literally just outside the house. "i'll call" she smiles and brushes Minseok's hand away although he didnt mind it, he just understands. Minseok bid Chaeyoung a goodbye and went off, meanwhile Chaeyoung entered the house and was greeted by Bambam. "Hi, Bam" Bambam smiles and hug her. "Lets hang out? it has been a while" And they went to. they watched movies. "Who's car was outside?" He suddenly asked making Chaeyoung froze im her seat for a second. "oh its uhm, Minseok" Bambam asked for her to continue so she did, being honest won't hurt her. "i went on a full day date with him today" Bambam nodded. "well, that's good" he said and giggled. He looked at her and wonders. "by the way, how did you even carry Lisa like that?" Chaeyoung gazes at him and remember that day.
"she has gotten pretty heavy since she wasn't doing anything at all for almost a year" Bambam joked. He noticed Chaeyoung so he stayed quiet. "she wasn't that heavy" Chaeyoung looked down and sigh as if she was defeated. Bambam laughed and looked at Chaeyoung. "yeah but you know, it was raining and all" Chaeyoung remembers that day like it was yesterday, she doesn't think she can handle seeing Lisa like that ever again so she tries hard not being in touch with her.

Chaeyoung and Minseok went on dating phase for quite a while now and Lisa just figured it out when she was supposed to take Chaeyoung home but them Minseok was already outside their building, waiting for Chaeyoung with a smile. She admits that seeing Chaeyoung enter that car with a pleasing and welcoming smile from her is like, worst, than anything that has ever happened to Lisa. It went on for months until Lisa felt annoyed and that Minseok also went to get Chaeyoung even in the mornings. Lisa felt like Chaeyoung was taken away from her again and she cant do anything. it was unfair. but she also thinks that it may be for the best. all the best for Chaeyoung is all she care about. "Why the heck are you furrowing your eyebrows like that" Bambam slapped her head slightly and Lisa gazed at him. Bambam went to look at the window Lisa were previously at and saw Chaeyoung in Minseok's car. Bambam sat down infront of Lisa and looked at her. "She's dating that guy huh?" "How would i know? its not like we talk" She lashes out and Bambam understands, he crosses her arm and exhale. "Atleast she smiles" Bambam said and left, leaving Lisa wondering in her raging thoughts.

Minseok parked outside Chaeyoung's house and took a kiss from her. Chaeyoung took it by surprise so her pushed him away. Minseok widened his eyes and asked if it was too much, he apologizes immediately. Chaeyoung realized why she was like this. nothing is wrong at this moment. they were dating for quite a while now so kissing wasn't a big of a deal but it makes her really uncomfortable it they did outside their house. She fucked it and just went to kiss Minseok again. Lisa opened the door only to see the two kissing. She went on a series of madness before she can't take it anymore and slaps Minseok's face away from Chaeyoung.
"What the fuck?" Minseok touch his face where he was previously slap at and looked at Lisa. Lisa grabbed Chaeyoung's wrist "Who are you?" Minseok asked, almost yelling as Lisa stares him down with her jaw clenched. "Lisa, please stop." Chaeyoung begs, trying to get off of Lisa's grip. "you." Lisa specifically called the guy. "you two will officially break up. dont even think to come back here. dont ever see Rosé. dont let me see your face if you're afraid to die!" Lisa yelled at his face and Minseok didnt show fear, He just smirked. "Try hard." Lisa punched him once before Chaeyoung yelled at her. She told Minseok to just go while grabbing Lisa inside the house. "Are you crazy!?" She yelled as Lisa looks down, furious. "why the fuck would you do that" Chaeyoung cried and she hated herself because she didnt knew why at all. "you were kissing outside my house" Lisa knew it was the dumbest thing that came out of her mouth and its just the worst excuse. Chaeyoung chuckled "Why do you keep messing things up!" She yelled and stares at Lisa. Lisa looked up to Chaeyoung and she didn't know what to do because she knows if she speak, its over again. "Why do you keep on doing this to me.." Chaeyoung cried more and it hurt Lisa more than ever. "I tried so hard to forget Lisa. I tried really hard just to forget about the single thing that made us like this" she cried and she was panicking. "You don't know how hard it was to look at you" She was breathing heavily while crying. "everytime i look at you, it reminds me of what happened" Lisa look at her but she cant. how can she when she is Chaeyoung's entire problem. "do you resent me that much?" It was the second dumbest thing Lisa said. Chaeyoung cried and started punching Lisa's chest. "how can you do this to me.." Chaeyoung said on repeat as she continuesly punches Lisa. Lisa tried patting her back but it made her cry more. Chaeyoung pulled herself away and wiped her tears but it was no used. she was crying and she felt pathetic because she's back to being the fragile Chaeyoung. "You're not happy with him, Chaeyoung" Lisa dared, Chaeyoung looked at her so mad and clenched her jaw. "HOW CAN YOU EVEN SAY THAT?" Chaeyoung yelled "you're just not" Chaeyoung screamed and pointed a finger at Lisa. "How can i? How can i be happy!? i can never be happy and thats why its unfair! its like you took something you can never bring back from me"

"Its unfair because it seems like i can't be happy without you. Its unfair because its like i have no choice and its unfair because... its because you know it"