Deluge - 2jin

XVI

The week had gone really fast and it was currently a saturday morning, Heejin had to go to work because of that bitch Sooyoung as she calls her. Sooyoung and Chaewon had to be the worst executives ever.

Hyunjin had woken up to a note explaining Heejin had a lot of work to do and she'll probably be at home by nighttime. Now what will she do alone in a huge mansion? She's already eaten breakfast when she decided to go out and breathe fresh air, she went to have a walk on the park and see the river, she really needed to clear her thoughts. She visited her mother at the hospital the day before and it didn't go as she expected.

Her mother had been in critical condition after the surgery that could prolongate her live expectancy. It seemed as the chemo wasn't working and she was slowly deteriorating, she's now condemned to a bed waiting for death to take her away.

As she was taking deep breaths someone put their arm around her shoulder and startled her so bad she screamed. When she looked at the person it was no other than her old friend Ryujin. She had moved to the U.S.A to study in a dance academy and she's now back. The short haired girl laughed at her reaction and hugged her. Hyunjin was almost crying because she thought she'd die from a heart attack.

As an apologize Ryujin invited her to eat with her, also as a reunion after three years. The place was very calm and there wasn't loud music or even lots of people it was perfect for Hyunjin.

—So, tell me why did you come back? —Hyunjin rested her elbows on the table teasingly smiling at Ryujin.

—You didn't want me back I see
—She mirrored the action and both of them bursted laughing

—A lot of things happened and are happening, i missed you. —Hyunjin got sincere and the atmosphere changed.

Ryujin listened attentively to everything Hyunjin got out of her chest, they used to be like this when they were little kids, nothing had changed, they could still trust and support each other. Hyunjin's tears flowed down her cheek and Ryujin immediately dryed them with a handkerchief.

—You can always come to my apartment, it's just two blocks away from your house. Im going to be there if you need me. Don't cry anymore, you're doing...  The best you can.

The rest of the evening went smoothly great, they spent time together touring around since Ryujin asked for it. Hyunjin also had a lot of fun, she could forget about all of the mess her life was.

As the night began to fall Hyunjin had to say goodbye, she left Ryujin at her apartment and she asked her to stay a while but unfortunately she couldn't.

Hyunjin was bored at home, she should've stayed with Ryujin but something told her Heejin was coming very soon so she had to just fly to the house so she can greet the older with a kiss.

She sighed for the third time in an hour, the clock marked 7:30pm.. where could Heejin be?

Hyunjin was sitting down in the comfortable couch when out of nowhere she decided to check on a room she hasn't seen in months. She went upstairs and searched for the decorated door, she slowly opened it and turned on the lights.

Hyunjin smiled, everything was intact and just how she remembered it to be. It smelled nice even though no one came to this room. She walked through the shelves, the crib, the stuffed animals, and the pretty half painted walls. She got an idea.

She grabbed the paint from the storage room and changed into some old clothes of hers and started painting more animals on the walls. She tried very hard to get the shape right, because Heejin surely made a great job.

Once she finished the empty spot she admired it, it looked decent.

Suddenly she felt nauseous and her stomach ached it made her drop down on the floor.

Ah... I forgot there's no baby coming, why did I do this?

Her tears fell like waterfalls on her cheeks, it didn't stop. The feeling of guilt didn't go away, her chest ached and her breath became irregular.

Heejin came in and saw Hyunjin on the floor grabbing her shirt tightly to her chest, she immediately took her in her arms and tried to calm her down.

After a few more minutes, the younger relaxed and stopped crying. Heejin's essence and voice made her feel safe. They were still on the floor hugging each other.

—Why were you here all alone, what would've happened if I hadn't found you?! —Heejin still held her tight.

—I got bored and I decided I could paint the rest of the room...

—Then why were you having a panic attack? Something triggered you?

Yes, because I lied to you and this room won't be used. I won't make your dream come true, I deserve to die, I don't deserve your kisses, hugs and smiles... I am the worst human being.

—No, nothing is just that... I'm finally making someone else happy, I feel as if I have done the best thing in the world, and I am so grateful to have met you Heejin... You made me a better person.

Heejin couldn't help herself when she softly kissed her lips, it wasn't rough, gently both of their lips danced in sync.

"I love you, Hyunjin"

Hyunjin suddenly thought she heard wrong but once again from Heejin's lips

"I love you, Hyunjin"

Those words came out, and the redhead didn't know what to say, words got stuck in her throat as she was laid down on the floor with Heejin on top.

—Wait! Are we going to do this on the baby's room? —Hyunjin asked with big surprised eyes

—Yeah because I want you now. —Heejin eyes darkened as she went down kissing and sucking on Hyunjin's neck.

Hyunjin let herself lose in the pleasure... I'm making her happy that's all that matters.