"You are the one who fell in love with me first, so now I'm going to love you just as much." Dana whispered in my ear. I blushed and said nothing. He loves me back? Is this a fairytale? It can't be real but....it is
I don't own any of these pictures...
I laid in bed that night thinking about that phone call.
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~3 hours earlier~ I pick up the phone
Me: Hello?
No answer.
Me: Um, hello?
Then I heard someone talking.
I haven't heard from her in 2 years and it's been driving me crazy!"
It was Dana.
He accidentally called me. I wanted to hang up but I stood, frozen.
Cole: Chill Dana. Vivian is probably busy now since she has become a singer.
Dana: I can't! She's my best friend! How could she just disappear like that and suddenly become a singer without telling me?!
Oh yeah I forgot to tell you. Two years ago, when I went to one of IM5's concerts to visit Dana, he didn't greet me when I said hi. He always said he was busy when he was only taking a selfie with a fan, and kept ignoring me so I went home and haven't talked to him since. And it wasn't that one time. He kept doing it until I just had enough and left without telling him. I was that heartbroken of how much he's changed.
Will: I'm sure she has her reasons Dana
I hear Dana sigh.
Dana: I just want to see her again. The last time I treated her awfully...actually I've been treating her terribly, up to the point she couldn't take it anymore and left. I want to apologize to her.
My heart quickened.
Gabe: But Dana, how will we find her? And don't forget, you still have to go to Audri's birthday, your girlfriend's party.
Dana: Shut up. (Laughs) we only went on one date.
My heart sank. I wish I can be that girl named Audri and be close to him. No matter what I am to him, I can't get any closer. At this point I quickly ended the call and spent the rest of the evening watching movies with Kaila and Luke.
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I hugged my pillow. How can I face Dana now? He's interested in someone else. I then cried myself to sleep.
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The next morning, when I woke up, I looked in the mirror and saw my puffy eyes. Jeez. I cry so much for Dana. Putting on my outfit:
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I walked out in the warm (not too hot) LA air. Walking to the studio, a small crowd followed me again.
"Sxkura! Please take a selfie with me!" Someone said.
I quickly took a selfie with them and then walked into the studio.
"Good morning Sabrina!" I said to the receptionist at the front.
She waved at me as I checked in. As I headed into my office, I sat down and looked through fan mail. Recording doesn't start until 3 hours so I just take that time to look at fan mail. I came across an envelope which stood out of the others. I took out the letter and read it:
Dear Sxkura, Can I just say you are my idol? I want to be like you and impress the boys... Can I get advice from the love expert? I like this guy but he only sees me as a good friend, what should I do? Please write back - Hannah Som
It's just like me and Dana. But I'm no love expert. I can't even get myself to tell Dana. I took a long time to answer her letter. I couldn't think of anything because of my lack of experience in love so I read through other fanmail. After I finished through a few piles I met up with Kaila and Jennifer for lunch. It was fun, but unfortunately Matt and Luke were with them so I was the fifth wheel.
"So how are things going with you and Dana, Viv?" Jennifer asked.
"The same as always..." I said.
"Girl its been years since the 8th grade. You should tell him again." Kaila said.
I shrugged as I picked at my food.
"I'm so used to having my heart stepped on over and over again." I said.
Jennifer then said "I think you should just give up on him, Viv. He's a jerk. You can do so much better."
I really think its time to move on too but I just can't...
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Then, after I ate lunch, I headed down to the recording studio where Ariana was.
"Hey guys!" I greeted them.
They all greeted me back.
"Okay Vivian, we're gonna have you sing your song Heart Want What it Wants." Wes said.
I nodded. The song came on. I closed my eyes and sang:
The bed's getting cold and you're not here, the future that we hold is so unclear...
Suddenly the music stopped. Annoyed, I took off my headphones and opened my eyes saying
"Wes (music guy) I know you like playing tricks on me but-"
Before I yelled anymore at Wes, I saw him. Snapback on backwards, the swag that he calls himself.
