Love's confusing

part 7- Why are you doing this

Cameron pov
Alex walked off leaving me and Katie confused. I wasn't even as angry as I should be here and look at Alex showing attitude. I like him and all but what does he think of himself?
Just because our teaches and coaches are constantly praising his hard work and natural talent doesn't mean he should let it get to his head. That's not fair. He thinks he's better than everyone and I have to do something about it.
All of a sudden, since this Katie girl has come along, it's like she's brainwashed him. He suddenly doesn't care about my feelings or thoughts. I guess I don't have the right to blame Katie but there's something wrong and I need to get to the bottom of it.
Sure I have a huge crush on him but he was my best friend before any of that happened. I truly care about him and I was pretty sure he felt the same.
"CAM!" Katie waved her hand in my face and snapped me out of my thoughts. "Let's go..." she smiled at me warmly and held my hand and walked me to Alex's mum's car.
Maybe it wasn't Katies fault after all. She seemed nice. Maybe it was Alex. Was I getting too much for him? Was I getting clingy? Did he find out I liked him? Oh no I hope he didn't find out...I could've just screwed our entire friendship. Oh no I really hope he didn't find out.
I don't want to lose my only true friend behind some stupid feelings. I'll hide them if he wants...I'll never show my true feelings...
I just can't lose my only friend...I can't let that happen...even if that means getting rid of Katie....