My life is a mess.
I wanted to die.
I wanted to end my life.
But then she came.
And because of her, I've found Him.
And I didn't know that I'll say this again...
I'm so glad that I'm alive.
Have you ever experienced a situation that you want to get out? But you can't because it will tell you the truth? Whether it's about your personality, attitude, or in my case, about my family. And I must say, all the time the truth hurts.
The situation I am in right now is one example of it. I wanted to get out. But I badly want to know how she got my mom's bible. I scan the whole book, it looks like new. And it undergoes bookbinding. The cover was brown leather and has a smooth texture. The cover was like my dad's coat and one of his favorite colors was brown. I know I throw it so hard on a concrete wall and the whole book was separated from the cover. Is she some kind of witch? This is too good to be a coincidence. She is hiding something from me. And I'm going to find out what it is.
One more thing that's still bothering me was how did she know my whole name? The first time I saw her, she was so mad because I wanted to die.
Why did she even care if I die or not? Why did she have to be there to stop me? Why did she even interfered?
There's going on inside this mansion. Because of the creepy people who I met earlier before I got here inside this huge library. They are all smiling at me except that girl who punched me. Why am I even staying here?
Because I wanted some answers.
I am not proud of myself right now. Because a stranger made me look like a fool. A person who's easily fooled by sweet gestures and words that made him felt like an important person.
It's been quite a while since someone told me that I am important. That life itself is precious. How ironic. Then, why did my family have to die?
After I get the answers that I want to hear, I'll get out of this mansion.
Pagkatapos naming mag-usap ni Jam, inimbitahan niya akong mag-lunch. I wanted to refuse her invitation. But it's like someone is telling me to go inside and maybe, just maybe, I'll get something from this weird experience. It's not bad to try again, right? And why am I even convincing myself?
Outside the mansion, you will see a fountain with flowers around it. And it's like a big castle and there is so much to see. There is a part of the house that is like a mini-tower, the windows are large that you can see some of the furniture's inside.
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Pagpasok namin sa loob, may isang ginang na sumalubong sa amin at lumapit siya kay Jam. Sa tingin ko ay nasa mid-40's na ang kanyang edad. May ngiti sa kanyang labi habang papalapit siya sa gawi namin. Nalaman kong ang pangalan niya ay mama Cely. Ipinakilala ako ni Jam sa kanya at inanyayahan niya kaming mananghalian. Nakangiti siya sa akin pero hindi ko 'yon pinansin. Nanatili akong tahimik.
