What Love really means...

Prologue

I thought of giving up and ending my life.

I wanted to commit suicide so badly. But every time I'm attempting to do so, someone is always interfering.

Is it a sign? For me to stop to end this pathetic life I've had?

Maybe.

Because one time when I tried to jump in the river, someone shouted.

"Don't do it! Someone cares about you!"

I look to the direction where I've heard that voice. But I saw no one.

And another time, I tried to stand in front of a railway. And was about to tie myself up, "Don't do it! Jesus cares!" someone shouted. I look again at the direction where it came from. But again, I saw no one.

I told myself, "I think I'm about to go crazy. Because I'm hearing that strange voice."

And my last attempt was to jump off a cliff. But again, someone interfered.

Someone hold my hand and said, "Why do you want to die?! Are you nuts?!"

I thought that I'll die from heart attack. Because my heart won't stop beating so fast when I heard that voice.

I was so angry that time. That I didn't control myself from saying, "Why the hell you care?! You don't even know me!"

She looked at me directly in my eye, smile and say, "Because I care."

It's only three words. I can't look away. That's the only thing she said and I came back into my senses.

She used all of her strength to pull me up. And that's when I started to talk to her.

I asked so many questions and the only thing she said, "Because God told me to come here."

I thought she's joking. But I didn't saw any hesitation in her eyes. I didn't see that playfulness when someone is joking. She's deadly serious. And the last thing she said, "Do you want to know Him?"

And I didn't know what happened to me. I nodded and said, "Yes."

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A/N: A new story na sana matapos ko bago matapos ang taong 2017. What do you think? Comment below. I wanted to know your thoughts.