Day 12 - The Person You Hate The Most - Letter 2

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by The_Pics

by The_Pics

Dear ***,

I hate you! I hate you so fucking much! I cannot believe what you did to me.

I met you on Wattpad. I can’t remember how, but I’ve known you for a while. We got on so well. We spoke all the time and we were even twins. Long lost twins as we called it. We seemed to have everything in common! You were amazing to talk to.

I deleted my old Wattpad account and got a new one. I hadn’t spoken to you in a while, so I sent you a private message telling you that it was me. I was so happy when you replied. We started talking again, like we used to. Whenever I saw your name pop up on chat I would instantly click on it. We spoke for hours some days.

During the last few weeks, a lot was happening on Wattpad. I mean a lot. I got so worried about everything. I wouldn’t eat properly, I wasn’t sleep properly, I was falling behind in school, I was getting sick and others around me were getting hurt.

Because of the time difference, it’s hard to get on at the same time, but we managed. You were on less and less and I treasured when I was able to talk to you.

One of my friends was going through a really hard time and I was really worried about him. I would cry and shake sometimes from worry and I felt like I was going to throw up almost every day.

You would ask how I was, and I’d tell the truth. I’ve learnt not to just say I’m fine… it doesn’t help anything. I would say that I wasn’t good at all, or I’d been better.

You’d make sure I was okay. You’d offer to listen to my problems and I was thankful but declined.

About a week ago you started to turn extremely weird. The problems were getting worse and I couldn’t stand it any longer. One day I was telling you about how the problem was getting worse and you told me that you had problems too. I immediately offered to help and listen. You explained your situation to me. You were in love with a book character and you were finding life so hard. I was a little bit weirded out but let it pass and tried to help you. You knew I was upset so you asked again if I was okay. As soon as I started talking to about the problems you would have a go at me. “Stop worrying about your freaking problems and listen to mine.” You did this a few times and the last time I just flipped. I told you to shut the hell up and stop being so selfish. You apologised and said that you were only trying to cheer me up.

I said sorry for flipping but I was just so stressed and you doing this wasn’t helping.

I’ve been extremely busy this week with school work. Our school just decided to chuck all of our assignments into a few days. Its ridiculous and I’ve been lucky if I’ve been able to come on Wattpad. I took a break, and I told you.

The other day though, I saw your name online. I was busy doing science homework, but I told you that I would try and reply to any messages. You said to me let’s not talk at all. I shrugged it off and thanked you that I was so busy and I couldn’t wait to talk to you.

The next thing you said, I was never ready for.

“Let’s not talk at all, ever.” I was extremely confused now, and I was starting to think that this was going to be rude.

“Our conversations are just boring. All it ever is, is hi and how are you? They’re just annoying”

I was angry now. I couldn’t fucking believe you! You then went on to tell me that yeah so we did talk, but I was just whining in half of them. I wasn’t freaking whining, I was worried fucking sick about my friends. I couldn’t fucking believe what I was seeing. Nothing had compared me for this. I don’t know what came over you, but let me tell you this. You are a bitch. You continued to call me names, such as whore, a whiny bitch. It was just horrific! You told me that I didn’t have problems and that I needed to grow up and get a life. Well guess what princess, stuff YOUR OWN fucking problems in a bag and get out of my life.

You then tried to pull your emotional bullshit with me, ‘Oh I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to.” I told you to never fucking apologise to me again! Never would I ever accept anything from you, especially an apology.

You then continued to tell me that ‘dude, we were never friends so just stop saying that”. No. We are not friends any fucking more!

You then went on to say to me, ‘You’re so stuid.” Yeah… you may want to learn to spell before you start accusing people of being stupid moron!

You told me that you couldn’t believe you were wasting your time fighting with me, but then continued to fight with me for around another hour. Little did you know… my best friend had been sitting next to me the whole time. But your tiny puny brain isn’t able to process that so I won’t go into too much detail.

The last thing I said to you was ‘yeah whatever.’ You being the coward you are, then deleted your account. Awww… princess you scared. Boo fucking who! I’m glad you deleted your shit account! I am so glad that you’re gone! You are a bitch! God you’re more… but I’m just gonna stop there.

I trusted you so much, and in the matter of 2 hours, I now officially hate you.

Just remember, Karma’s a bitch! So you better be ready for whatever is coming your way.

Your just so fucking lucky I don’t tell everyone who you are.

As you said. Go fuck yourself whore.

Toodles!