Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you

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by The_Pics

by The_Pics

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Dear Ex-Best Friend,

I don’t exactly want you to… forgive me, I suppose in some way. You were horrible to me, a really horrible person.

I don’t want our friendship to be repaired. It won’t ever work again. But I caused you so much pain over the summer, but not emailing you as much, deleting my Wattpad account and not organising anything with you. You had no idea why I was doing it. I let you know the hard way that our friendship was over.

And that was horrible of me.

I’d had enough though, more than enough. I’d enough of the rubbish that had been happening.

I suppose I want to say sorry for causing you so much pain, even if you did cause me so much as well. Even more.

You sometimes smile at me in the corridors, but lately you haven’t. I don’t know why, and I suppose I’m just gonna have to not think about it. I don’t know if it’s even me. It doesn’t matter though.

Your happy with your friends, and I’m happy with my friends.

I think that’s the one thing that I am happy for you for. I was so worried that you wouldn’t have anybody to sit with or be friends with, and I still cared for you, so I was extremely happy when I found that you had found people to sit with.

So basically, I don’t want you to forgive me, I just want you to know that I’m sorry. You should be as well.

Becky