Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

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Day 10 – Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear Beccy,

I remember posting the message on your board telling you how awesome your name was. I mean… come on… Becky/Beccy/Beckie is a pretty awesome name!

I loved talking to you, and we soon became really close. I spoke to you about heaps of things, and I trusted you so much. I told my problems to you and you gave me amazing advice.

We had hilarious conversations! We would post status, and post on each other’s walls. It was awesome.

We were like this for about, I don’t know, a few months. I can’t really remember.

I made a new account on Wattpad. I let you know. I definitely wasn’t going to lose contact with you.

A few months later, we didn’t seem to talk as much. You weren’t on very much, I posted messages on your board but you didn’t reply. I missed you.

I thought maybe I had done something, or something had happened. I was incredibly worried.

We didn’t contact each other for ages, and over time I just didn’t talk to you at all. I missed our conversations so much.

I deleted the account that I had made, and made a new one. I didn’t tell you, I mean, I hadn’t spoken to you in ages, and I didn't think that you really maybe wanted to know?

One day, I was sitting on Wattpad and I remembered you.  I fanned you, and I let you know that it was me. I didn’t get any reply.

I was worried when I started seeing statues of yours. I tried posting messages on your board, but you didn’t reply.

One day, your name popped up in the chat list. I clicked on your name and said hi. It had been so long since I’d spoken to you.  You replied back. You don’t know how happy I was to get a message from you.

We chatted for a bit. But it wasn’t like it used to though. We didn’t chat as easily, and we hadn’t spoken to each other in so long. So much had changed. I haven’t spoken to you since then.

Beccy. I miss you so much. I wish we still spoke. I miss our conversations, our laughs, I miss everything about you.

I love you.

Love Becky xx

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