The Challenge: Total Madness

Karma Chameleon

Jay just sent CT home and I couldn't be happier. One reason is that CT was one of the people who I was targeting from last season since he humiliated me after the season. Another reason is that my other half, Jay, is still here. Jay is and always has been a brother to me. Our friendship is more meaningful to me than anyone else really knows. When the whole Jesse thing happened, Jay was there along with Mama Day to make sure I did not feel alone. When Morgan cheated on Jay with Bananas, I made sure Jay never felt alone and stayed with him for two weeks so he knew he was loved. We are brothers in and out of this game.

We tried to keep it under wraps, but I am done playing a scared game. If they want to send Jay in again and again, or even me, then bring it. I want to have fun and hang out with my bro without having to hide it. When we get back to the bunker, Jay and I are on a high because he is back and everyone is shocked. This game has changed forever and it is all thanks to Jay. Jay and Kyle cheers to being the only two people in the house to beat CT. I leave the room to talk to Mattie and I see her and Ashley talking outside.

I know Mattie does not know that I am here, but it hurts to see someone I confided in talk to talk to the same person who caused me so much pain. It is a game, but man did seeing her do that affect how I view Mattie as a person. Now I have another person on my hitlist: Mattie! I need to win this week in order to make sure the three girls I want revenge on are in the nomination room with Ashley in Purgatory.

Jay, Jenny, Melissa, Tori, and I are talking about how much of an achievement it was for Jay to send CT home and I notice that Rogan can hear us talking about it. So, to have a little bit of fun, I play it up and make sure Rogan knows how awesome it is now that CT is gone. CT is a great guy and out of the house, I believe we can be friends. In here, I needed him gone since he threw me under the bus in the post-season interviews. I can tell Rogan is mad because I can see Rogan's knuckles going white.

Aneesa and I are talking when we hear Bear and Kailah flirting. It is really weird for me to see Kailah flirt with Bear since she has been in a public relationship for a while now and she knows how it goes for guys and girls who cheat on their significant others in this game. If she decides to hookup with Bear, I will no longer with her on any season of the Challenge that we are on. I do not like cheaters since my dad cheated on my mom before he passed away and she found out about it at his funeral.

I am hanging out with Kaycee, Melissa, Jenna, Nany, Cory, Ashley, and Kailah when I see Bear walk into the room with a fire extinguisher. The next thing I remember is being sprayed with the fire extinguisher and I cannot see a damn thing. I am dragged out of the room by someone and taken to the medic because my contacts got shifted and I cannot see a damn thing. I am fuming now because I have to wait until my backup pair come or else I will blow my cover to the entire house. I hear Jordan ask me if I am alright and I snap.

Syn: I cannot fucking see man! My eyes are burning! I can barely breathe! And for what? To try and impress a girl in a relationship that he thinks is playing hard to get?

Jordan: It's alright.

Syn: It's not alright man! If I have retinal damage of any kind, I am going to hurt the kid! We already saw what happened to Theo! I came here to compete with the best of the best, but if that means causing bodily harm that has long-term effects, I won't do that!

Jay: Syn, how are ya doin bro?

Syn: How does it fucking look like I am doing? I can't fucking see and I am in pain. I have way too much going on back home to give up now, but dammit I almost want to.

Jay: Jordan, can you give us a moment?

Jordan: Sure man.

Jay: Ok. What is going on?