The Challenge: Total Madness

Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

We get back from the challenge and I do not know what is going to happen now. Jenna, everyone's pick to go in, is now in the Tribunal and could easily put in someone that I am close with into Purgatory. Tori is saying how she wants to be thrown in and if that is the case, then I will let her do that. For appearances, I need to keep a good working relationship with Nany and the Holy Trinity so I decide to ask them, along with Kyle and Wes, what they want us to do for the vote.

We decide as a group to honor Tori's wish of going in and vote her into Purgatory as the loser nomination. Now my plan is to scare people with the nominations. I know I do not have much swing with Jenna, but I do have a lot of influence on Nany and some with Jordan. I advise them to make the people who have felt safe not feel safe anymore. I hope this does not backfire on me, but I have a feeling that Jenna is not really checked out and I will be able to see Barbie beast like I have wanted to see for so long.

We decide to go out to a club and I am pumped because I got to choose the location. I chose a music club so we can have fun dancing while also singing and strategizing. I am the only one on the cast that does not drink and I am glad I am sober. After the bullshit that Nelson put Kailah through at the nomination ceremony, I am glad to see that she is not letting that dick get into her head. I see Jordan and Bayleigh making up and I am afraid of that foursome actually working together because four is a big number of votes in this game.

I spot Nany and Kaycee talking and notice that Kaycee is a little uncomfortable. I I look at Nany and see that she is trying to hit on Kaycee despite the fact that Kaycee has an amazing girlfriend back at home. I guess Nany is the new Bear. It gets a little bit awkward for me and I can feel the anger oozing off of Aneesa. Aneesa steps in to try and keep Kaycee away from throwing away a good relationship for a little flirting with Nany and Nany returns from the bathroom. Everyone duck and cover! CAT FIGHT ON AISLE 5!

I have seen Nany get mad and get drunk but never at the same time and this will end up bad. Aneesa tries to walk away from the situation, but Nany decides to take a risk and put her life in danger by grabbing a pissed off Aneesa's wrist. Fessy and I separate the two and we all decide to head back to the bunker since most of us are drunk, tired, or bored at this point. When we get back, Nany starts yelling at Jenna for "making it bigger than it is" even though Nany asked Jenna to explain.

Aneesa actually defends Nany to Jenna and Nany turns the conversation against Aneesa now. I give up at this point because I feel like we are going in a never ending circle and it is too damn late to be acting like this. Nany comes at Aneesa and tosses a hot cup of noodles up in the air with the intent of hurting her. Nany then says that she is richer than Aneesa and does not have to resort to stripping like Aneesa did. Damn, I know I can be ruthless at times, but this is just flat out disrespectful.

It is never right to bring personal issues to an argument to try and get your point across and it makes you look like a jerk for doing so. In the morning, Nany apologizes to Aneesa for what she did and because Nany is in the Tribunal, I know that Aneesa is forgiving her for now but won't forget this at all. Speaking of the Tribunal, Jordan, Nany, and Jenna decide to interrogate Kailah, Big T, and... Dee?!?! Why? Is Jordan that mad at Dee for going back on her word that he would threaten to put her into Purgatory against Tori? I love this twist so much now!

Dee comes out of the interrogation and she is fuming by the events that occurred in the interrogation room. It is about time that Dee got a scare. She is feeling too comfortable in this game for her own good and I am glad Jordan could knock her down a peg. Jordan needs to be knocked down too and I hope it happens this week. Kailah comes back and I know why she was chosen for nomination. Jenna and Nany want to give Kailah the opportunity to earn a Red Skull if she wants to. Big T comes back and is sad because she does not want to go in. Cory reassures her to fight and be ready for anything. This comforts Big T and I am glad to see this side of Cory.