Avengers Oneshots

One Day

She stares at her ceiling once again, With 100 thoughts.

MJ was Lying on her bed looking at her Sky light looking at the Stars, she was thinking about so many things. But the one thing that was on top of her mind was a boy named Peter.

"Maybe he knows who I am?"
"actually, probably not"...

You can say she's hanging out with him, but she's not actually "hanging out" with him, he just so happens to be where she is at times.

She walks down the hall with her head down low
Scared to meet his eyes
Even when she hears his voice, she's swarmed with butterflies

When she's walking down the halls and hears his voice and laughter she just wants to be with him so bad, she's had a crush on Peter since middle school. But she's known to be "quiet" girl so she doesn't speak up.

It's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about 100 thoughts and you are 99
I've understood that you will never be mine,
And that's fine... I'm just breaking inside

Even with so many thoughts in her head, she's always thinking about Peter.

He always walks the crowded halls, and is blinded by this light
A girl who keeps her head down low, and never shows her eyes...

Their lockers are close to each other so MJ always sees him in the halls talking with Ned about some geeky stuff, she just loves see Peter's smile and hear Peter's laugh. Even from a distance.

He's tried to talk to her but there's no easy way
'Cause everytime he raises his voice, she runs away.

Peter's tried to talk to her, more than once. But when he gets close MJ could only run away from him, in fear of accidentally slipping up her feelings for him in a conversation.

Oh it's impossible to get you off my mind

Peter's always on her mind, but she can't help it. It's all suppressed feelings for a boy that will never be hers.

I think about 100 thoughts and you are 99
I've understood that you will never be mine,
And that's fine... I'm just breaking inside

She's accepted the fact that she'll never be with Peter, since he doesn't even like her, he likes Liz. He even went with her on homecoming.

And one day, maybe she'll stay
And start to head over his way
And one day, she'll look into his eyes,
And instead of breaking, she'll call him mine...

But maybe one day, she'll be brave enough to face her feelings. To talk to the boy she's always liked.

One day he'll grab her by the waist
And force them to meet face to face
And one day, he'll look into her eyes
And say that "You're my only light"

And maybe Peter likes her back too, that they'll be together and be this happy couple in highschool until the end of time. Cause she knows that he's the one, maybe even having living a happy life, a future together, raising kids in a nice cozy house beside a field with trees and a farm on the side.

Oh it's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about 100 thoughts and you are 99

She wants that life so bad, she wants that life with Peter. But she's scared of her feelings, she's scared of the answer of others to her feelings. She acts like this quiet, cool and reserved person but if people would only get to know her instead of avoiding her.

Maybe there's a chance that you will be mine

She wants a day that she'll be able to say 'I love you' and he would say it back.

Returning feelings of love to her, being happy with her. Having a relationship with her.

But right now...

But until then..

I'm just broken inside.

She could only dream so much.

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(A/N: Hi! So I hope you like my songfic, I tried here. Like really tried, I also kind of got the inspiration to write this due to my own feelings for a boy. But that was way in the past..

I was re listening to my playlist and after I heard this song memories came flooding back in, and I sorta made that into this songfic. So yeah I hope you like this^-^

-Author K.
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