division.

chapter one.

dillon's pov.

it was 6:34 on a monday morning and i just finished getting ready.
the group planned on meeting at the corner store at 6:45 so we could go to school together, like we usually do.

i was quite excited for today.
usually, no one likes going back to school after the best summer of their lives but,
for me i couldn't wait to get back.

because this would be my last first day of high school.
and there is no other feeling like this one right now.

my summers usually get better and better but, they usually all look the same.
i never leave and go on a fancy vacation with my family/friends because,
i don't know about you but, i don't have the money for that.

my group usually does the same thing, we will get up, watch the sunrise together, get breakfast, skate around, go to a park, get lunch, skate more, and then go back to hudson's to swim, have dinner and dessert, and play all the games we can think of, then crash and do it all over again the next day.

what part of that doesn't sound great?

i practically live at hudson's but, over the summer it's more normal.

hudson's mom is the best woman I've ever met and she treats all of us like the kids she never got, besides hudson of course.

i plugged my headphones in and hit shuffle while i started skating over to the store.

i was slightly dancing along to the song currently playing in my ears, which was these days by wallows currently, and i stood outside waiting for the rest of the group.

it was 6:40 so, i was early.

i was looking up around my surroundings while continuing to listen to my music.

i was looking around the little shopping area when my eyes stopped on a very familiar car, with familiar eyes staring back at me.

before i really could do anything i felt someone scare and hug me from behind, making me almost pee my pants.

"holy shit! you just scared the crap out of me!" i hissed at hudson as i hit his arm that was still wrapped around me. 

"i'm sorry i'm sorry, i couldn't help it it was too perfect!" he said as he kissed my cheek and let me go.

"you're such an idiot." i said, turning around to face him.

"hey well, you make me that way sometimes." he said.

i would be lying if i said that nothing has ever happened between hudson and i.
i mean, like i said i practically live at his house and i mean, look at him! i'm not crazy.
there have been a couple of times where we just wanted to make out, and other times where
we wanted to do more but, we both know that it's just in a friend with benefits way.
which honestly, i wish it was more but, i know he doesn't feel the same way.

i would also be lying if i said it didn't hurt when he would tell me how he hooked up with another totally gorgeous girl from our school.

plus, as much as i would want to be something more than just fwb, i'd be too scared. 

i've only been in one relationship and it was for about a year and a half. i loved that boy with everything in me but, we had to keep it a secret. the only people who know about it is my friends. we had to keep it a secret. he's basically on the tip of being an immortal. he's exactly like them, he just isn't in the gang. so, we had to keep a secret just to be safe. but, after all that time we spent together, he said he wanted to "expand his horizons" which just means he wanted to sleep with anything in sight.