Poetry Written In The Dark

I wish I hadn't said it

I guess it was never meant to be...
You and I. Two different people.
I thought I could work. But I guess not.
Now that you've gone and left me here.
Not even giving a hint that you heard it.
I guess we were never supposed to make it far.
Maybe it was because I didn't say I loud enough.
Maybe you were just to scared to say it back.
Maybe it was just my imagination.
Maybe I'm just wishing that you just didn't hear me
Oh how i wished i hadn't said it. Those three words.
They plague every minute of every day. Now that you've left.
Maybe I should explain myself.
But... I don't want to make it weird.
Maybe I could call you.
But... I don't want to lose our friendship.
Oh how I wished you hadn't caused so much pain.
Oh how I wish I hadn't said anything at all.
Maybe everything would be better if I hadn't...
I'm sorry that I said it...
I'm sorry that I still think about you all the time...
Im sorry...
I just wish you had said.
"I love you too."