Mortal Kombat X Lemons (REQUESTS STILL ON HOLD)

What's been going on and plans

Hello my lovely gems! I hope you have and continue to be safe and well. I am writing this to discuss what lies ahead for the future of this book and some plans. I feel as if you all deserve the answers as to why I haven't updated the book in months. No I am not ending this book or anything but there is a chance it will go on another hiatus. I know that Covid19 is giving us all a reason to stay home but I still can't catch a break. Now that we are supposed to be at home to be safe to prevent the spread of Covid19, I am being used more than ever by my family. What I mean by this is that I help my siblings and parents with technology (crazy ik but ya'll know how parents are), looking after my siblings, doing online work until the middle of the night, (yes my teachers take that advantage and don't let me sleep that much), keep up with the news of Covid19, keep constant check of how my family is doing since they constantly argue because we don't really have anywhere to go except for the "abandoned" hallways of our apartment, check in with my mental state since I don't get enough sleep anymore and get constant headaches, studying hard since again teachers be taking that advantage, try to exercise since we can't leave the house, etc. Sadly it is in fact very straining to the point where I am going through worse insomnia episodes than I did before. I sometimes don't sleep for days at a time or sleep through the day on accident. Sometimes I have a chance to eat while other times I don't since I keep losing my appetite more often now. It doesn't help that my younger sis's godfather is in the hospital with Covid19. He's been diagnosed with it about three weeks ago and his condition isn't getting better or worse. My mother has to constantly keep his wife in check to make sure she's doing alright. Plus my grandpa on my father's side isn't well either. He doesn't have Covid19 but he isn't eating anymore nor talking to anyone. Since they had moved back to Mexico in March two days before my birthday (it's sad but it didn't help the fact that I almost cried while I was on my way to school that morning), my mom has to call them while grandma has to keep a constant watch on him. I'm worried for him as well but there is so little I or my family can do right now. There are a few things that are spiraling out of my control that I am trying to keep tight but it feels like an elephant is trying to walk on a tight rope without falling off. My mental state is fine but its becoming numb to pain now. I don't really feel emotions like sadness, pain, or even anger but just plain numbness. It is good and bad on certain levels. My friends are trying their best to help out since they have a lot of free time which I am extremely grateful for but I feel like somethings I have to be able to overcome on my own no matter how big or severe it gets or is. Now that this is out of the way, I am still going to update this book. As soon as this chapter is published, I am going to be working on the pending chapter that I haven't finished in the last month that school was still in session. I know I shouldn't be overworking myself but this will benefit me more than do damage. I only overwork myself just so I can gather all that energy into motivation to push out another chapter for all of my precious gems. When I say that I will push out a chapter for you guys, it brightens up my day. This book along with you all are my motivation to keep on pushing when I want to give up. No matter how tired I get or how busy I am, you guys are the light and boost that push me to keep on going and hang on tight to this helluva roller coaster ride. Anyway this is really all that I had to explain but I hope this answered any curious questions that you all may have had. I'll see you all in the next update! Till next time and PEACE OUT MY PEEPS!!!!😀😀😃😃😄😄😁😁😆😆😂😂🤣🤣☺☺😊😊😇😇😉😉😍😍😘😘😗😗😙😙😚😚😋😋😜😜😝😝😛😛😎😎😏😏👍👍✌✌👌👌❤❤💛💛💚💚💙💙💜💜❣❣💕💕💞💞💓💓💗💗💖