Mortal Kombat X Lemons (REQUESTS STILL ON HOLD)

Where I have been

Hello my gems I know that I said I was grieving and such and I thought I would be back in less than 5 months but that was not the case. The truth is that I had fallen back into my eating disorder, depression, and suicidal thoughts like before and it later got worse by making me develop anxiety that had caused me to not be able to eat or drink water for days because of fear as well as not being able to sleep for days or even weeks at a time. I tried to do anything and everything like ask friends for help but it did not work completely as I hoped it would. Not only that but I also have school and not just that but I had applied to college classes in order to try and take my mind off of it but it only made my anxiety worse. As of now, my mental health is hanging and it is slowly getting better as I go but it will take a while for me to be fully back to how I used to be. On the other hand, my eating and drinking habits are going to be a harder challenge to tackle but I am not doing it alone. I am being supported by two of my closest friends (AND ALL OF YOU AS WELL!!) that recovery is possible and I will get through it because this void I am in won't last forever. I stayed away from Wattpad and did not go on it for a while because I had already lost so much interest in so many of the things I used to enjoy like listening to music, watching videos, and even dancing. I feared that if I was to try and see what else brought me joy it would push me into anxiety and despair instead. Other than that I'm doing okay as I am writing this but things do change a lot for me and hit me like a train. I will be back as soon as I can but in the meantime I will try to get better with the support of my friends and all of my precious gems. Please don't worry about me because I'll be alright. Anyways thank you all sooo much for reading and I hope you all stay safe! If you ever need to reach out to me for whatever reason please don't be scared to do so! I love and care for each and every one of you and how you all feel I really do. Anyways I'll see you all in the next update! Till next time and PEACE OUT MY PEEPS!!!!!!😀😀😃😃😄😄😁😁😆😆😂😂🤣🤣😊😊😇😇😉😉😍😍😘😘😗😗😙😙😚😚😋😋😜😜😝😝😛😛😎😎😏😏👍👍✌✌👌👌💛💛💚💚💙💙💜💜💕💕💞💞💓💓💗💗💖