Tragedy

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Hello my gems. I am not feeling the greatest. I was told earlier today that my grandpa on my dad's side had died in his sleep last night (Friday, April 24, 2020, 5am) and it's extremely painful. When my dad broke the news to me first, my heart stopped for a full minute then I silently let tears run down my face. My siblings were called in a few minutes later, explained what happened, then bawled their eyes out. My parents and I tried to comfort them as much as we could being the fact that they are very little and do not really fully understand what is going on, especially my little brother. We all saw the signs but there was little we could do with the little time we were given. We all did our best to make great memories with him while he was here with us. I am very grateful that I was able to see him one last time over video chat. My heart is broken and will take some time to heal properly. I just miss him so much that I can't stop myself from crying every second of the day. The only good thing I could see through this tragedy right now is that he went peacefully and that's all I need to hear. I am still grieving of course and will be for a while which I am unsure for how long but I figured you all deserved to know the answers to whatever happens to me or just in case something does happen. I will be off of social media for a few days so I am able to truly grieve, relax, and compose myself in the best way I can so I can adjust mental state to the reality of the situation. At the moment all I'm really asking for is a break so I can grieve over this. I won't be writing, planning, or messaging on Wattpad for a few days to possibly weeks or months. I will do this so I do not spread negativity or anything on Wattpad. Because of this it will be considered a hold instead of a hiatus but there is a high chance it will turn into a hiatus for the sake of my mental state. I hope that I am able to get over this soon because I don't want to be in pain forever. I understand that I will be hurting for some time before I can begin to heal but I am willing to pause this book so I don't disappoint you all with shitty chapters just because I am grieving. I hope you all understand why I am doing this. Anyways I believe that is all I have to say for this chapter. Before I forget I am going to write a small speech below for the loving memory of my grandpa so I have at least a little closure with his death. 


Dear Grandpa, I hope you're doing alright now wherever you are. We all miss you dearly and shed our tears in your name and memory. No one will ever replace or even be able to mimic you ever no matter how hard they try. You were and will forever be one of a kind to all of us. We all had laughs, cries, and many happy memories with you that we will forever cherish. You may be gone physically but you are always here mentally and spiritually. We think about you every single day wondering how you are doing up in the clouds. We all knew it was your time to go sooner or later but never expected it to come so soon. I know you watch over us in the clouds above guarding every single one of us within the family tree. If only you really knew how much we want you to come back to us but we have to let go. We are sad that you are gone but we are all happy that you were here. You're the strongest person I know. You may have been stubborn but you were a great grandpa to me. You always cracked jokes with us, lectured us, and even supported us on the career paths that we chose and are developing. You are the support that made me who I am today and will always forever be that support that continues to push us on. You always proved the odds against those who doubted you. I miss and love you grandpa. This isn't goodbye, only see you later. The family and I understand that it was your time to rest and will always be saddened of how and when you left us but we will see each other soon and I'll be waiting no matter how long it takes. I hope you know how much you mean to all of us Grandpa. I hope you are now able to rest easy and spread your wings while soaring through the sky freely. I'll see you soon Grandpa. I love you

Your granddaughter,

Aria

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