What is wrong with me

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A/n- I am back to uploading! Thank you everyone who sent me the positive words of encouragement and to the ones who read and voted on the chapters in this book. You guys really did help out. I wasn't expecting me to start writing this soon but with my amazing friends that are internet friends I've made through AOP and irl friends, the people on here helping me out, and some songs I got better. Thank you again.

I sat down as the emptiness of my house settled in again. Everyone had packed up their stuff and went home or to the airport, leaving me alone with only Winter. I shuffled around until I was comfortably laying down on the couch and I began playing on my phone again.

"I need a roommate, don't I Winter?" I said, looking at my dog as she laid right by my side on the floor. She looked up at me. "You're right... people are stupid." I sighed.

I scrolled through social media again. I pulled my camera up and held it up a bit to where I looked decent and then snapped a picture then posted in on (social media). Likes and comments rolled in quickly.

Soooo pretty!

I see Winter trying to photobomb it!

Do you still talk to Dan?

Guys! No drama!

I chuckled a bit and then sat up.

"Time to work!" I smiled as I began walking to my office, until I heard knocking on the door causing me to turn around. "Never mind!" I walked over to the door and opened it to reveal Dan.

"Hey..."

I rolled my eyes and closed the door. "Wait!" He yelped. I laughed a little and then opened the door back up.

"Just kidding! Come in."

He stepped inside and Winter rushed over and jumped on him.

"Ah Winter! I missed you so much!" He smiled as he petted her. She jumped off but stuck next to him.

"So what's up?

"I kinda need your help..."

"Uggghhh" I groaned.

"What?!"

"That involves doing stuff..." I whined. "You're lucky I love you, so what's up?"

He rolled his eyes.

"It's been a month since... everything happened. I want to start uploading again!" He smiled.

"What! That's great Dan but..."

"I want you to stay in my channel too!"

"Dan I-"

"But I don't want to do just animation, I want to do something different you know!"

"Dan-"

"I could get Elias to help out to... but I think it would be so fun to do this with you!"

I sighed as I grabbed him by his collar and pulled him close to me.

"Do I have your attention?" I asked in a low voice. He nodded. I let go of him, "good." I sighed as I stepped back. "Dan... are you sure you want to do this? Have you seen the comments and videos calling you out?! I want you to be happy but... I think this is a risk." I pointed out.

"Yeah, I've put some thought into it and... It's a worth I'm willing to take..." He stepped forward towards me and took my hands into his and looked me in the eyes. "With you."

I looked at him, I didn't know what else to say. But even if I did have something to add, I wouldn't have been able to get it out because after a moment of silence Dan quickly leaned down and pressed his lips against mine. I wrapped my arms around him.

The kiss lasted only a few seconds. When we pulled away, we pressed our foreheads against each other and I looked him in his eyes as he gave a small smile.

"I've been wanting to do that forever..." He whispered.

I stepped back and looked away. "But that channel... It sounds good. Let me know when you want to record, but I am pretty busy sooooo..." I said as my face began buring.

"Erm, okay... see you later." He stepped out. I closed the door then waited a few second until I let out a loud yell.

Winter flinched at the sudden loud noise.

"What the hell is wrong with me?!" I punched the wall, but due to the lack of muscle it didn't even dent the wall but sent pain through my wrist causing me to yell again. 

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