The Essence Of Love

The Dark Skinned Lori Harvey

Three Months Later, January

"Yaasssss honey, you better pose!"

I laugh, mid shot, as my amazing photographer KiKi hypes me up. I'm taking some new headshots so that I can refresh and update my modeling portfolio. Diamond , the best manager in the world, got me a meeting with an agent from Elite Model Management next week and I am shook.  So I'm taking this week to spruce up my portfolio, practice my walk, all that good stuff.

"Give it to me gorgeous, yeeess,get iiittt!"

It's been three whole months since I've heard from
Titan, I blocked him everywhere, moved out of my place and everything and I haven't heard a peep. In the beginning he did make fake accounts on Twitter,IG and YouTube to cuss me out, and he would call me from weird numbers, but it didn't last long and I changed my number.

I always see him on IG, he seems to go out clubbing more now and he does a lot of interviews and stuff. He's still handsome as hell, and I miss that deep ass voice calling me baby girl. I'm also happy that his career is really taking off now and that he's blowing up big time , a legend in the making as he says.

I don't know how he did it, but he was able to make poor Ayla's death seem like a car accident. I actually dream about her way more than I'd like, it's pretty creepy and the dreams are always so violent. I feel so bad for her though, she was such a pretty girl and she was on her way to the top, I use to have her album on repeat before I knew Titan was fucking with her. Her family and fan's reaction was also devastating , but she was just in way too deep. I hate when females lose themselves over men like that.

Mama T and the twins still text me weekly, they never bring Titan up , and of course , I FaceTime my baby TyTy. She's my little spy, she tells me all his business without me really asking, yesterday she said that he's been grumpy lately and that she heard him yelling my name in his sleep, that kinda did something to me but I snapped out of it. I can't go backwards, I have to focus on me.

I swear, it's like as soon as social media heard about our breakup, niggas have been coming out of the woodworks, but I've been being good and staying to myself. I mean, ok, I may have had a little slip up with Chino's fine ass a few weeks ago , because like Titan, he's very persistent, plus he has shmoney out the ass, since he's a Grammy award winning rapper and all,so I had to see what he was working with, and he did not disappoint, plus he loves spoiling my ass. I never turn down luxury gifts and money honey.

Unfortunately, we got caught by the paparazzi, so now people are calling me the dark skin Lori Harvey, which actually cracks me up. I love Lori though, she plays the game well. Now that I think about it, I guess I do have a nice little roster, Titan, Kamani and Chino, they're all rich as hell and handsome , so it's whatever, hey at least we're both paid right? Lori is the goat, these females hate on her way too hard, and for what? She's not bothering anybody.

"Hey KiKi , ooouuu look at you boo." Elle grins as she struts in.

"Mornin' girl!" KiKi waves.

"Heeey, you look cute today." I smile, getting up from the stool.

"Thanks, I love this ponytail on you." She twirls the ends of my high pony.

"Thank you."

"Im gonna go through these real quick , but I think we got them hun." KiKi says as she flips through photos on her large Sony camera.

"Ok,cool."

"Sooooo, I know it's last minute, but I kinda need you to come with me to L.A., like tonight."