The Essence Of Love

Saturn

Monday, 12:12 pm

"Baby, it is more than ok if you'd rather have fun than be tied down, at 23 you have your whole life ahead of you. You're young, so be free and explore your soul's true desires sweetie."

"I know mommy, I just feel like people will see me as a ho, but why am I a ho just because I like to have fun and be spoiled by rich men? Men do whatever the hell they want, so I damn sure can too right?"

"Yes baby, you can, I understand it's frustrating, but I've always told you to not care about outside opinions. You deserve to be cherished. So live your life unapologetically, don't waste your youth, your pretty or your energy on negativity."

"You're right,  I'm definitely starting to accept my truth without feeling guilty."

"Good baby, because your twenties are for experiencing life and having fun,not for being tied down, stressed out, or taking men seriously. You have your modeling career and your spiritual elevation to focus on."

"I definitely don't take them seriously, they're just so charming , you know? With all the money, the trips and the gifts, oh, and don't forget how fine they are."

"Trust me, I understand sweetie, and you deserve it all. I raised you to be accustomed to the finer things so you deserve men who can provide that, but when you do decide you want something exclusive, I still believe Titan is the one for you. You two definitely have something special."

"Yea,we do, I just don't know if I really trust him anymore, and there's always so much drama with him."

"Most wealthy men will come with drama baby, no matter who you chose,I'm sure Mr. Chance has some as well, but at least you know Titan truly loves and adores you."

"True, I don't know how he's gonna take this though, I told him we would get back together sometime this week."

"If he really loves you, he'll understand, and don't waste your time trying to explain yourself either, if he starts to cut up, hang it up, you don't need his validation. You have to know your power as a woman and train these men to fall in line."

"Oouuu mommy, you dropping gems today!"

"Yes ma'am, whatever my baby needs , mama's got it."

"Ok, well my tea kettle is cussing me out, so I gotta go, love you mommy!"

"Love you too baby."

I run over to the stove and shut the eye off. I grab my favorite pink tea mug and place my chamomile tea bag inside, and pour in the hot water.

KNOCK KNOCK

"Who is it?" I yell. I hate people coming over unannounced.

"Kamani."

"Coming, just a sec."

I check my phone and see that I have no messages from him. He knows good and well I hate that pop up shit , but I kinda miss him so I guess I'll let it slide.

"Yes?" I swing the door open.

"Wassup?"

"Titan, wh—what the hell?"