Can't Tell [Frankiana]

CHAPTER 21

Veronica's POV

"I'm good, ma."

"Okay, nak. We miss you already."

"Don't worry, I'll visit there. I have to go, I love you ma."

"I love you too, nak."

I hung up the phone as I lean my back to this enormous sofa and find my own comfort. I sigh while my head starts thinking of my mom and brother, I honestly missed them already. It's been a week since I left home.

I'm just thankful that my mom didn't argue about my decision.

I came here to see Diana.

I just felt the need to see her again and to get things right between us.

Gusto kong bumawi.

I know it's been a year since we broke up. But I don't think it's too late to take back what's mine. Diana was mine and I want her to be mine, again. That's why I'm taking the risk, ayoko nang mawala pa siya ulit sa'kin.

I cover my tummy with a pillow as the presence of Franki and Diana comes to my mind. The trip last week was pretty good, but the thought of Franki being there is not.

She always been the hindrance between Dee and I. She always act as if she's Dee's girlfriend, while in fact she's just her bestfriend. But who am I to blame, Diana likes her—urgh hate to say this but I think, Diana loves her.

I can tell by the way she looks at her, because she used to looked at me like that before.

It badly hurts but I have to distract myself and focus on getting back with Diana. But also, I highly doubt that it would happen right now because of Franki.

I can only think about our past, she's different before. Free, young and outrageous. Our relationship is the best thing that I had. Diana supports me in everything, she believes in me when I can't even do that for myself. Confidence within me is because of her.

Diana is just.. everything.

"Are you thinking about her again?" Biglang lumabas si Gaz.

"As usual," I glance at her before taking a small breathe.

"Crazy, crazy," Gaz chuckle as she sat beside me.

"What can I do? I really miss her, Gaz." I firmed my look at her and watched her drink.

"That's regret, Vee." I cleared my throat after hearing the old one words.

Gazini is totally right. I'm regretting. I regret the day I left Diana because of her job. I regret being so selfish that day, I regret losing the love of my life.

"You have to get over it, Vee," Muli siyang nagsalita nang nanatili akong tahimik, "It's not easy, I know. But you have to, it's been years." She added.

"I can't, Gaz," I sigh, "If only I can do that, you know I will. But Diana is the half of me, I can't lost her again. That's why I took the risk and leave everything behind just to.. see her again." I mumble my last words.

My emotions can't handle their shits when it comes to this. My heart is too soft for her. Gazini stops from drinking then looked firmly to mine as she slightly holds my hand.

She sigh, "I know this is hard but Vee you know that Diana likes Franki, right?" I nodded. "You have to let her, if Franki makes her happy then let them be happy. If she truly and still loves you, for sure she'll come back without you forcing her. So please, let's just support her?" She smiled.