Can't Tell [Frankiana]

CHAPTER 25

Kindly play the music video attached to this chapter before continue reading.

Somebody else by The 1975

Author's Note:

I'm indeed sorry for breaking our little Diana's heart. Just keep on reading, guys. I won't promise anything but I'll make sure to rise your Frankiana's heart, soonest.

Diana's POV

"...Will you please be my girlfriend?"

I'm not deaf but my ears suddenly stops from functioning. I can no longer hear any of that mans words. All I could hear was my heartbeat.

"Yes... o-of course."

For the moment Franki has finally speak, I then found myself running away from this stage. Did I really just heard that? Did she really said yes to that man?

Franki is with somebody else, now.

Walking this dark street with my heavy soul. With nothing to do, nothing to say. All I could think of is that Franki loves someone else now. I then found myself crying and begging while sitting on the side road.

What did I do to deserve this pain?

I assumed too much.

I assumed too fucking much.

Maybe I deserve this, maybe this pain belongs to me for what I did. I lied to her since the beginning and maybe this is my punishment. But I still don't get it.

All I do was to love her and all I get was pain.

Is this really fair? Everything happened so fast that I cannot even process it all in my head. I grasp to my chest as I tried to stop myself from crying. I don't want to be weak, I don't want to be vulnerable.

But for Franki, I am.

She makes me so weak yet she's my source of strength.

What can I do now if the person I truly love, loves somebody else?

Fuck!

Maybe this is really my fault. I came to my senses too late, too late that she has already fell inlove with some fucking masculine man. Too late that I'd never had the chance to tell her what I truly feel. All of a sudden I burst into tears without realizing it. Holding it was never been easy for me, I am hurt.

I am deeply in pain.

What will I do now? I feel so lost. I expect pain will come through this but not like this one. It's different from what I thought. I expect that Franki would reject me but not that she will be with someone else. No, I don't what that shit.

"Fuck." I groaned to myself as I wiped the tears in my eyes. But no matter how I keep on wiping it, it's still there. How could I stop this immediately?

How can I be okay now?

The only person that's making me feel okay is totally gone...

Actually, she's not gone. She's still my bestfriend, but why do I feel this pain? I suppose not. I'd witnessed her with Argel before but I didn't feel the pain that I'm feeling right now. Maybe things really change, or maybe I just love her deeper now. Seven years. Seven years of hiding and loving the same person. Constantly and purely. I laugh within my tears. Oh, God. I really am fuck. I told myself not to fall this hard ever again but I just did and look at me now.

I'm a fucking dejected potato.

Did I really lost her?

"Hey..." A familiar voice suddenly appears.