THIS IS MY LIFE

chapter 38

Kandi's p o v

I got the kids up and out to school. I made Anaya and I something to eat. Anyway I'm going to see Jasmine cause I'm not playing with Chris ass no more. We got done eating I cleaned up, when I got done Chris walked down stairs.

"Can we talk baby?" He asked.

"No I'm good." I said picking Anaya up and walked up stairs with him right behind me.

"I didn't ask was you good."

"Chris please move we have nothing to talk about."

"Like hell we don't." he said getting in my face.

"I know you better get out my face."

"And if I don't."

"I have Anaya so move Chris we have nothing to talk about."

"Then go put her in her room."

"Then move shit." I told him and he moved out the way. I put Anaya in her room with her toys and walked out. I walked into our room and Chris was sitting on the bed. "Talk." was all I said.

"Baby I need you in my life."

"Chris first you lie to me about not being in the game no more then you cheat on me not once but two times. I can't be with you no more."

"So now what?"

"I'm leaving you, now you can see the kids whenever you want and you can have them on the weekends."

"I'm not about to be a weekend dad."

"Hell you a weekend dad when you have to go out of town, not one time have you stayed at this house with the kids."

"Cause I work."

"Bull shit nigga don't run that shit to me. Cause I work, cook, clean and help the kids with their homework."

"Man whatever." He said walking out the room and I was righ behind him.

"Oh so now you mad when shit on you, I been here taking care of our children and you out having a good time. Tell me when was the last time you even went outside with Ryan and CJ to play football? Or when was the last time you even told the girls you loved them hell any of the kids?"

"I tell my kids I love them all the time, and shid Ryan and CJ do their own thing."

"The times you was out of town you never called home to check on us, but you know what I'm done letting this shit happen and I'm not doing anything about it." I told him as I walked back to the room and I know he's going to be right behind me.

"I'm sorry baby and I need you in my life."

"You said that already."

"This time mean it baby."

"Oh so last time you didn't mean it."

"That's not what I meant."

"Just get out my face, I don't need you or your money."

"That's our money."

"No it's not Chris that's your shit and don't want it." I told him and walked into Anaya's room and picked her up and walk out the house. I locked my baby into her car seat and made my way to Jasmine's office.

"Mama may I look at cartoons?" Anaya asked.

"When we get to where we are going." I told her.

"Okay." She said. My phone started ringing and I knew it was Chris so I didn't pick up, I don't want to talk to him. Anyway I pulled up to Aaron and Jasmine's office, I got Anaya out the car and we walked into the build.