THIS IS MY LIFE

charter 39

Kandi's p o v

I wake up feeling real good, but i miss my kids. Anyways today is Friday I'm taking the kids out for some fun cause they been real good in school. I went and took a shower did what i had to do and got out. This hotel has a in door pool so bring the kids here to swim after we get back from the movies and dinner. I put on my work clothes and made my way to the hospital, i got there in no time i clocked in and made my rounds.

"Good morning Kandi." Dr. Josh said as i walked passed his office.

"Good morning Josh hows the kids?"

"Good and thanks for helping me find that nanny."

"No problem." i said walking away. Josh lost his wife a year ago and his kids go to the same school as my kids. His son Jr is in Cj's class and his daughter Brittany is Shay best friend. I went and sat in the break room and look at my phone I had two missed calls for Jazzy so I called her back.

"Hello." she said into the phone.

"Is everything okay?" i asked.

"No why is Chris call everyone looking for you?"

"Cause I haven't been home all night but he'll be fine. Just tell him I'm good."

"Okay sis oh and Mike is coming home soon."

"Okay let me know when."

"Okay bye."

"Bye." i said and hung up I looked up and Josh was sitting at the table looking at me. "Did you need something?" i asked him.

"Brittany wanted to stay over this weekend and I told her I'll talk with you."

"Yeah its cool."

"Okay I'll bring her by after school."

"No I'll just come pick her up cause I'm taking the kids out for some fun today."

"Okay do she need money?"

"No." i said and he nodded and we walked out the break room.

***4:30***

I just got off work, i stopped by the hotel room and changed my clothes then made my way to the house so I can get my kids. I walked in the house and it was clean. I seen Anaya in the living room playing with her toys.

"Hey my love." i said sitting next to her.

"Oh mama i missed you." she said jumping on me.

"I missed you too baby girl."

"I don't won't you to go."

"Im not cause y'all coming with me so go find some clothes." i told her and she nodded and ran upstairs. Chris walked into the living room and looked at me.

"Can we talk?" he asked me.

"No." i told him.

"Then just listen." he said and I looked at him. "Baby I'm sorry for the wrong i done by you and i can't be without you Kandi i need you by my side." he said looking me in the eyes. I was going to say something but the kids walked into the house.

"Hey y'all." i said as the ran over to me.

"Hey mama." They all said.

"Hi Mrs. K." Brittany said walking in with Shay.

"Hey baby girl. Y'all go get ready we're going out." i told them and went upstairs then I looked at Chris in front of me. "Fuck your sorry, I don't give a flying fuck about it. I want out Chris before something happens to our family and if it do I'll kill you my damn self." i told him looking him right in the eyes so he know that I'm not playing with him. The kids came down ready to go. "Kids go wait by the car." i told them and they nodded, I looked at Chris. "I can't lie and say i don't love you cause I do but i can't be hurt by you no longer." i told him getting up and he grabbed my hand.