Letters by the Wind

XVII. need Time

Thursday Night
"what brings you on becoming so romantic?" I asked while forming an unknown constellation

"I just thought about the other night—.." I stopped for a bit and looked at his eyes "never mind, I just wanted to spend time with my bae"

"oh" is all I can say as I started forming shapes again, call me weird but I remembered one constellation pattern, it's a crab and don't know it's damn real name. The wind is warm and didn't notice I'm started leaning at Will's shoulder, he then noticed it and snake his arms around my shoulder

"woah, we're not doing anything right?" I lifted his hand for a bit and glare at him

"no...can I just put my arms around your shoulder for a moment?" he looked at me with a smilr and I can feel the tension now, but still don't want to act like you know already, CAILEY YOU'RE JUST PRETENDING, you're just pretending

"okay...for a minute" as I lean more towards his chest, his arms resting on my shoulder, and once again, I formed shape, this is wonderful, you know having someone by your side is awesome while watching the stars change their color and the sweet-salty air that comes from the sea is lovely to smell

"what's your plan after high school?" I noticed him looking directly at me, wondering

"I'll move across the country to New York and applied for the City College" as I heard the name, it sure sounds familiar "though it's not applied because I'm already in"

"wait..." I stand from my sit and looked at him, straight "you're going to City College?"

"yeah...for business major" he's starting to look confusion now

"I'm going to that University too!" I shouted back and he looked happy as I am, atleast I have an acquaintance with the college, you don't know what college are capable of "atleast I have an acquaintance" then went back to lean my head on his chest

"THAT's wonderful!" I looked at him and happiness shapes his smile and can't deny it, he's more attractive like this way. I never felt anything like this for many years, well, back in 4th grade I don't know why I'm so inlove with this kid in my class, he sure had a british accent but was also a selfish brat, I went to grabbed him in one of our events and kiss him in the cheeks, to what I didn't know, a punch in the stomach after that "so any plans?"

"don't know either" as I let go of a loud sighed "maybe I'll go with Biology" as I lean more to him "what about Margarot?" I know I have no rights to intervere any of this because I'm clearly out of this conversation, don't want to be an intruder-slut. I looked back at his eyes and he seems worried in what?

"she says she's going to London to study Physics there" and I can feel his fingers tightened even more

"oh...sorry to bring it here" I adjusted from my sit but didn't let go of his hands

"no...actually" I can feel him leaning his head over my head "sure I'll miss her" ouch

"sure you love her that much" I tried to put myself up, trying not to cry because my heart aches "it surprises me a lot from you"

"yeah..." is all he can say, I can feel him still looking at the stars, until I can feel my eyes dropping, maybe I'm-

"*yawn" sure it's a long day huh? but wait, I can feel Wills' palm rubbing my cheeks, he gently rubbed until I heard him whispered

"sleep my queen" did he not notice I'm not fully asleep

"shut up"

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"where am I" to only notice I was inside a bedroom that looks familiar...wait am I