Letters by the Wind

XXVI. I understand

Wednesday
I'm living at my best, I guess. Currently I'm in Grade 12th and still nothing best came. I look over my calendar and my eyes widened. Almost 8 months, 8 MONTHS! and we still have like two months more before we graduate. I look over my clock and omayghad

"CAILEY YOU'RE GONNA' BE LATE!" my mom shouted from downstairs. I should be get going now. I grab my one and only phone and head out of the house to my bicycle. Yes, bicycle is my only transportation to school, since school is about 9 minutes far. Sometimes I can catch up with my father in his car, but that's rare only. I was about to get inside the classroom and the bell rang. I directly went into my chair that is probably two students that between Will and I. Well after the incident that is probably two years ago, Will still can't move on from that day. The first time he was called jerk and that's me, and I'm proud of it.

I had my lunch with same thing Anne. Ben and Penny went somewhere else. We were at the cafeteria, peacefully reading our books when suddenly a hand came into our table and I almost jumped out from my chair

"what was that for?" I look at him who is eager for my attention, is this boy really that I must say loner that he need to bother us

"nothing" he smiled and I smiled, giving Will the fake smile

"look if you really are an attention seeker, just inform us" I notice that he's not with his girlfriend nor his friends, he's all alone

"wow...you think I need your attention?"

"then why are you here?" I stand up and look at him eye to eye, not afraid of his glare anymore

"just wanted to say you're a bitch, loner and nerd" he exclaimed

"is that what you're calling to yourself? look first of all, bitch? it's you. second, loner? then where's your friend? third nerd? I rather be called nerd who got a brighter future than you" I confidently said it and he held out a fist directly into my face. He's just about to punch me but suddenly he stopped "what?" I look over my right to see his friends shocked

"WILL! stop it!" Margarot the tenth grade exchange student from Vietnam. She's a pure American but raised in Vietnam. She got this blonde hair thing that looks stunning. She's a cheerleader and currently the girlfriend of Will Samsons. She directly went out to grab the fist away from my face

"dude, she's a girl" one of his friends

he didn't respond, he just ran off from the cafeteria and walked by the court

"sorry for that Cailey...he didn't mea-..."

"no...it's okay...I'm used of him being a prick" I went back to my seat and I can hear Margarots' retreating footsteps. Once again we're peaceful. I look to Anne who is shocked by the scenery

"that's so"

"shut up" and suddenly realisation shot me. I know he was just being a jerk but it seems like I did something wrong too. I know if he didn't stop, I might get my nose a nose job. But something is really bothering me, and it's him, not by the fact he's being a jerk but something that I am eager to know about, to look the other side of him

"amazing!" I just laugh at her and continued reading my book.

The day ended boring but peacefully because Will didn't showed up in class. I'm thankful he's not in there. I went back home and brawl into my room. Whenever I felt happy, I'm always like this. Hands over my head, crossed legs and lying on the bed. I look over my phone who is currently still buzzing, I took and and realised that Anne and I have an agreement

"hey"

"hello" I walk over my dresser to only see a letter that's been in there, unfinished

"you still kept on leaving them?" she ask me