Letters by the Wind

VII. Stupid Heart

Monday Afternoon
I walk over the bathroom to wash my hands. I turn on the faucet to let the water run when suddenly a kid bumps into me. He stepped into my shoes. Yes, he stepped into my shoes. I let out a groan and tried to pull  the kid back, but knowing it's just a kid, I just let him run, happily. Great. I look over my shoes and he left a stain, great job. He left a stain in my shoes that smell poop, awesome

Instead of doing something suspicious, I instead curse many words causing everyone who's about to use the comfort room would instead go away, or someone who just wanted to wash their hands. Then there this kid who is just about to get inside the comfort room, well, I know I'm a stupid btch, she was just about to hold the door knob when I instantly wack it and looked at her and acting like I'm going to eat her whole. We both were starring at each other for a long period of time, we don't know who'll give up first, who will be the one to look awa- oopss, she cried, she then walks away and for sure she's going to tell her parents or her guardian. I was shock but at the same time but I feel no regrets at all, I think I burst all of my disappointment to the innocent one, I didn't follow where she went because I was trying to get ahold of myself how to fix this problem. As I got inside the comfort room, from the very last inch of my thankfulness, there's an available tissues to use just to atleast make it not visible by the eyes and if I got near the table I can wipe it off with my wet wipes, as part of being so drastically confident, I pull the tissue roll machine so hard, too bad, it is just an inch and for sure it is

"Too short" I sigh "Gosh gelp me out here!" I shouted but thankfully my voice is not that loud to be heard outside "why? why this time?!" I continued. I tried myself not to cry but, yeah, I cried, not that harsh though but you can see tears falling from my eyes and thankfully I did not wear mascara, shookt yes I wear one, and it only makes everything worse. I sat on the toilet and I tried my very best to relax to stop myself from crying

"Cailey, relax, it is no big problem at all, just think" I tried to comfort myself and "Yes Cailey! Yes!" pointing my finger towards the mirror towards myself, I got motivated, thank God, so what I did is wipe off the mascara, all of the mascara all though a little bit may be seen, coz' hello, no tissues but I do bring my handkerchief just to atleast wipe it off, I can clean this because hello, laundry, the tissues I got is just enough for my shoes so I atleast wipe it off just to lessen it, I got out of the bathroom for so long, I guess 23 minutes to be exact, I'm sure Will is wondering how I got so long when I was only about to wash my hands, I look to my left but unexpectedly, there is another tissue machine, just right by the door, I don't know why I didn't see it, but I gues I'm a well dumb, well created sht

"Cailey, relax" I don't wanna' cry anymore, but I guess I'm about too, so I rushed towards the table, as I got near the table Will was there and I felt relieved atleast my food is still hot, he's almost halfway done and my food, just in there sitting, I guess the hot rays keep it hot

"Woah, I thought you're dead?" Will aksed jokingly, obviously

"Crackhead, you don't know what happened" I tried to cover up my eyes "stop acting like you know everything" then didn't even look directly at him

"Yeah, I know it" he stand from the table and move his hands directly at my head shoving it like forcing me to look at him "woah, did you cry?" he ask, no, he shouldn't know about this

"No" I then shove his hands, I know that he's wondering what just happened and honestly I know I'm acting so much, and for sure he'll just keep the crap forever in his head

"I know something is bothering you" he then sat back and get some tissues from his bag "here some, if you want" then he offered me a bunch of tissues and the crap I cannot find the wet wipes on my bag