Letters by the Wind

XXXIX. so much

Wills' POV
Okay this letters are starting to get weird. It feels like it's all about me too. It always feels like I've known this type of conversation before and still my clue number two is not uncovered yet. Kelly just came back from Australia. All of my siblings decided to move out from this house, for reasons, I don't know. She was taken by my grandma in Australia because my mom couldn't keep up with her. She's just so a spoiled brat dumped sister. Okay that's harsh

"Will! OPEN THE DOOR!" Jenny shouted from my door. I came to open it and saw Kelly on her feet. Doing acrobatics again. When they're just a child, I remembered it that Kelly and Jenny went into a gymnastics for like years. I watched them in competition so many times but I never went into their practices ever because it gives me goosebumps, they're like spiders. All of those in there are like 20 years old and only the three of them was below 15 years old. Whenever they went home, they always talk about this girl about my age who is so close to them. She's so nice and was so fun to go with. They even care to tell that, this girl said she's so lonely when she's at her house, but when she's around my little sister, she felt home "please take her"

"sorry. I have to prepare" then I closed the door. I'm not lying though because I have to prepare for my graduation "Cailey" I know she'll be there because she's the Valedictorian of our class

Good day, not good day actually. I really just can't believe I'm in senior now, two more months to go then I'll be going to university. I still have no choice nor plans either. I wanted to be doctor but still I'm not sure. So about this letter is nothing actually. I just still can't believe a guy came to ask me to be his fake girlfriend. He wanted me to be his pawn so he can get back to his girlfriend. I don't know why of all the girls in the entire world, he just ended in me. I still can't believe he came up to me. This kid is getting me freaky because he was the reason why I didn't got the chance to pass the exam last month. I guess this is enough for a moment. Whatever you are, whatever. Joke.

-Boomy Bear

it always feels like I've done this thing before. I felt so ashamed to myself now because Cailey wanted to talk to me for the past weeks and I didn't give her a chance to talk to me. I felt so ashamed to myself that she's the girl who always runs back to me, even though I should be the one because I broke her heart not once but twice. I really wanted to let her go because she deserves more and I couldn't give that to her. Maybe if I find this girl, whoever she is, she might be the one for me and for that I can let go of Cailey so she can have a better life. I promised to love this girl no matter what, even though I'm a player. I couldn't bear to love anyone else than this girl whoever she is

Dear whatever you are. I know something is wrong because it's seems like you're a real person and I'm aggressive to know who you are. I always have this feeling that you are invisible because clearly you are nowhere to be found. Daily updates, remember that boy? to whom I don't want to share his name because you know it already how bad he was. Well today, he gave me a lift, with my Best Friend Anne to school. It's fun but it goes away that quickly because his girlfriend went over for me to talk. I expect her to get angry at me but she didn't. It's weird, especially to what she said 'I don't know' then she starts walking away from me. Throughout the day, she avoided me and her so called boyfriend avoided me too. I also felt something weird to the both of us because this morning, my book fell to the ground and we both came to get it, then to what I didn't expect, an electricity conquered my body. His touch is different from the last time. It feels like I'm having what other people say that 'he's different whenever he is with you'. I don't know, I just don't understand it either. You have any suggestion to what I needed to do?

                                                              -Boomy Bear

for the past weeks, I already have read all of the letters and still I have no clue whoever she is. I still have no clue who she is and I'm so eager to know because I keep on pushing Cailey away from me but this letter feels like, it's pushing ke back into her. There is only one letter to read and that's the last letter she wrote that's probably four weeks ago, a month now. I came to grab it but this time my door swung open