Letters by the Wind

XXII. Fact that

Monday
Since the day Will and I exchange goodbyes, there's nothing really something special happened in my everyday life. My way to school is filled with mix emotions, I don't know but it seems to be like it. When I got into the front door, all eyes are on me, making me feel uncomfortable. It all just went smoothly as I ignored their glares not until a girl came to me ask me if 'I were still with Will' well... Everyone rage down towards me as if like I'm a celebrity and asked me a dozen of questions. Guess what? it all went through and thanks by the bell...I don't have to answer a hundred no's

I went to my class and to my surprise, no presence of Will, he usually sat beside his best friend Gordon but now he's not in here. My monday morning just sucks like everyday. My lunch with Anne is awesome not until her boyfriend came by and dragged us into the cafeteria which give me the memories of him. We sat there for an hour and leave me after everyone's leaving the cafeteria. I was given a class approval to stay at home and it seems like they don't even care much of me when I have 3.6 grade average. They also notice my bags under my eyes.

I left the cafeteria, remembering the day of 'where it all began'. I walked towards the hall and onto the room of detention, no one's in the room so I decided to go inside. Picturing all the images that left here. After I leave the classroom, tears are about to form in my eyes, I went to the soccer field, still picturing the moments he called me in the middle of everyone. To the parking lot where I first saw an alienated car and alienated thoughts.

It is already thirty minutes past one and decided to go to the park since I've got nothing to do. I decided to take the taxi from the school. Well the ride to the park isn't great as that because of the driver to whom I call 'boomer' turn left when the park is at the right side. I tried to communicate with him but he just came to shrug to every word I say and dropped me off the mall after he got annoyed, amazing

Because I still have respect I just paid the driver against my will. That's when the car left from the corner of my eyes and start acting like a child. I just stopped when I feel all eyes are on me. I look through the map from my phone, don't ask me because this place is surrounded by buildings and I might well end up get drag to asylum knowing I've been circling around the block. My eyes widened when the map showed me the nearest park is five blocks away. So am I just dumb to tell him that I have to walk instead or him that can't hear what I'm saying, make no sense right?

So...what

"Hey!" a shout from my back, I look at who is it and got surprised to see Anne walking near me, with her boyfriend, great

"Oh...Hi" I came near her because I need some comfort to control my anger "what are you doing here? Is it free day?" she shake her head frantically that lead me to confusion

"We left school early" and I open my eyes wide, how come a nerd like her, more likely me can decided to left school that easy "When did you left? The last time I saw you today is when we leave the cafeteria" should I ask her that too, because for sure it's clear the teacher tells me to go home instead

"More likely about an hour ago" I lied

"I thought it's only Will who changed but you do too" just great, you came here just to remind me of Will

"where's Will? I haven't seen him today...and only you could answer that"

"I-I haven't either" I lied, I swear to God if this kid keep asking me question about Will then I'll have to smack her head again "the only thing that could answer that is your man" I glare at Mason who's eyes are far off distance "you know?" he doesn't seem to care

"Hey...you know where Will is?" she asked her and he ran his arms around her waist, just great please have mercy on them, bring Zeus above please