intense

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I hope we never forget

this time 

When we come upon 

sad time

these times are an intense stare               with different feelings

these times are potent strong back rubs that will be over too quickly              for different reasons


the term honeymoon made of something laboriously sweet and something poetically cyclical     as in honeymoon phase: a stage of poetic sweetness when a romantic relationship is driven more by overhelming feelings than by decision making

how similar                                      basking in your melodious moonlight in happiness                               is to basking in sticky alone ness              


spending a lot of time writing things down

noticing myself in a kind way more than usual

struggling to focus on paperwork and punctuation

predict when things will potentially be over or change or happen


And not basking in either time

Would be a devastating waste

But basking in alone peacetime can be glaring, exposing raw flaws

And basking in your attention feels like an opalescent veil

Shielding my pockmarks from my own inexorable judgement 

Filtering my goals through a screen of glittering hope

Sometimes gentle is the most intense

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