"you'll have to do more fun things"
It's suddenly hard to distinguish
when I'm doing fun things
maybe I'm not in an upswing
I remember fun things with you nothing feels really fun todaymaybe I'm not in an upswing
everything I can do makes me feel like sliding my back wheels in a rutmaybe I need to lean into my downswing a little
everything feels like a plateau
turn another wheel into the rutmaybe I have been listening to the wrong gut voice
maybe I will spend a little time on nothing
nothing feels really fun today
YOU ARE READING
for now
Poetrypoems for this time and to an incredibly beautiful girl. a reminder that people are mostly good. feelings are mostly good. life is good and life changes every day. Feelings protect you, and it's okay not to be okay.