The first time I felt you I couldn't have known it was a reversal
We had no normal mode so how could I be sure
We only had a first
And there were the undertones
The secrets we kept little lies abound
The crises spiking up every day
The drama we clumsily stumbled through and aroundThis must be nice for you
Role reversalWhen I don't get to protect you any more
When you could persuade me
To be secretive and jealous
Role reversal
This must be this must beThe first time you said my name like I was crawling on your last nerve
I finally wondered if there was something wrong with me
You make me worry if something is broken near the topThe first time you scared me
I finally understood
I could care so much
And you would still not be okayThis must be
This must be
So hard for you

YOU ARE READING
for now
Poetrypoems for this time and to an incredibly beautiful girl. a reminder that people are mostly good. feelings are mostly good. life is good and life changes every day. Feelings protect you, and it's okay not to be okay.