I am not experienced at sitting still
I am not experienced at asking you for help
I am not experienced at feeling like thisMaybe crawling into a little silent bomb shelter would be good
Maybe a little reflecting and apologizing would be good
Maybe not expecting my first time to go well would be good
Maybe believing my best inI will try again with more patience
I will try again with more umph
I will try again knowing what to try
I will try again
YOU ARE READING
for now
Поэзияpoems for this time and to an incredibly beautiful girl. a reminder that people are mostly good. feelings are mostly good. life is good and life changes every day. Feelings protect you, and it's okay not to be okay.