Melissa smiles into the camera
she started reading the comments and answering some questions.
"can we please not talk about hector or his friends i'm tired of talking about the same thing" she smiled
"how's school.. i'm actually home schooled now"
"thoughts on kai getting cheated on.. i'd rather not say"
"thoughts on tik tom room.. they're weird because they only post stuff to make people look bad like if mattia did something nice they wouldn't post it but the second he does a mistake they post it. It's like they only post so people can get hated on"
"thoughts on hector and his girlfriend.. okay i'm gonna say this once and i once only don't send her hate at all. Let them be, let them be happy. There's no reason you guys should be sending her hate, she's such a sweet girl with a sweet heart. Let them be just let them be no one needs to out their input in anything. "
after a while she ended the live
She sat on her bed going through her closet and finding all his clothes. She put them in the washers then collected all their remaining photos and dusting them before putting them in a box.
She grabbed the tape to close the box and put it in the far corners of her closet.
Her fingers ran through the necklaces he gave her along with his name necklace.
She sighed and looked at her wall realizing she had more picture to take down.
She took them down as tears rolled down her cheek.
Pain was what she felt, how couldn't she
She took a real and sat on the floor staring into the wall.
Memories of them flashed through her head
Moments that only they shared
She knew that no matter how much he hurt her she's always be there for him and that was her problem.
She zoned out and stated thinking even more
She wore grey champion sweat pants with a red shadow hill hoodie and some white cdg converse
She grabbed her car keys and went to small cafe
She entered the crowded cafe and sat down at a booth once she ordered
She remembered what her mother told her
"melissa you're only getting older and as you get older you have to learn to take caution"
the words repeated in her head over and over again
She realized that she didn't
instead she let herself fall deep in love with him
She was careless when it came to him
She sat there numb
She had nothing to say
She realized how he left so effortlessly
and she wondered why
She looked up to see hector enter and their eyes meet
He sits infront of her
before he could speak she spoke
"You're what i want.. exactly what i want but i'm not what you need. You won, never did i think that your darkest thought would be cheating on me. I just wished you told me i had been lied to that day but that would've been a lie. What the fuck did i do, i just really thought it was gonna be us you know.. melissa and hector, hector and melissa but i guess not" was all she said before standing up and leaving the shop.
Hector sat there
tears in his eyes
They both had to face eachother later that day
They were both invited to a party
Hector was making his big announcement to leave the state
He couldn't be there without her by his side
the rumors about his girlfriend where fake
Hours went by and it was time for the party
Melissa wore a beautiful black skin right dress
Hector wore a suit and tie
He looked at her from a far
Eventually walking up to her
"i know you don't want me in your life anymore which is why i'm gonna leave"
"what do you mean you're gonna leave"
"ive realized that no one truly loves me like they say they do"
"someone did love you and she still does.. You owe it to her to make it up you can't run from this we both know it "
"i destroyed you, your heart, your emotions.. i basically destroyed the only thing i ever loved"
"but you didn't destroy her.. you just crushed her"
"please don't leave.. not yet at least" she said with tears in her eyes
He looked down at his shoes then back at her
"i wanna be here for you" she said looking at him
The alcohol was finally hitting him
"why.. would you do that"
"because i love you.. i want to be there for you. The worst thing you've ever done or the darkest thought you've ever had.. let me be there. Please don't go" tears flooded her eyes
He looked at her and didn't feel anything
He went heartless
He has always been but he hid it
"i'm no good for you.. were toxic"
"no we aren't we just have bumps"
"melissa i promise once i changed i'll come back for you"
"i don't want you to change.. i want you to be the same hector i fell in love with" she said putting her hand on his cheek but he walked away
she watched him leave and tears flooded down her eyes.
