Hearts

I miss him,don't I?

If someone had told me having a friend is Important a few years back ,I would have laughed at their face thinking they were crazy .

I used to tell my self I would never let people in my life because I easily get attached

Somepeople who find a way into our lifes are not willing to stay .That's why I find it hard to let people in.

Am that person who gets broken if they loose friends, family or anyone they hold dearly

But now I didn't know what I would have done in this world without Anna
she seem to be the sun that lights my world
Everything she touches turns perfect
I always told myself I could do okay on my own .
no matter what problem I have I would solve it by myself
Me ,myself and I

Yes there are those days when "me myself and I " would work but now I think I believe it when they said two heads are better than one
It takes the hand and a hammer to break a stone..

Right now sharing with her last night events made me feel better

She was a good listener and was listening to how I had made a fool out of my self

But you know what ,
that was enough to calm me down
Having someone to talk to a your worse and best moments was very important and helpful

........
"Okay let me get this straight,
You are telling me that Andrew took you on a romantic dinner last night right "

"Yes I already said that so many times"

"In a beautiful garden in his home you eat dinner and he confessed his love to you"

I just nodded since Anna had been repeating it over and over

" Jackie I think their is something missing did you guys atleast kiss that story is so in complete "Anna said with a questioning face.

"We didn't kiss why would we kiss"
"Then you are telling me Jackie you didn't give the poor guy an answer you just picked your stuff and left " Anna has been going on and off about what happened
without telling me anything

"How I wish it was me at that night I would have just said yes"

"Really Anna ! would you have said yes? too bad it was not you and I didn't even say anything,now how do am I going to face the poor guy, after what happened "

"You are going to face him like nothing ever happened because I think that's what you want or else you wouldn't have fled that night "

"Anna you need to get serious, right now i need my best friend sober am so confused I don't know what will happen when Andrew and I meet "

" poor thing ! Bess don't worry I'll come up with something for now let's act like it never happened "

"I think we should head to class and we will talk about it later, we have been here for a long time but nothing comes to my head ,for now you should avoid him cause am so sure now you have nothing to say to him"

We went to class and the day begun as usual
From now and then I would remember the scene from last night
I should have said something
right now i feel like a fool .
but what was I supposed to say

I think Andrew is a nice guy. since we started being friends he has done nothing other than being there for me .
But now it's a matter of love what do I know about love
I had never been in a relationship
Cause for me love and relationship is a game of gamble
Only the brave ones play it
You play knowing there are chances you might win or loose but all you have to do is hope for the best
What keeps you playing is the hope that you might win but loosing is one of the fate that you might meet in this game

In my whole life I never accepted defeat
I only go for what I knew I would win
Andrew, I wasn't sure about that
One thing I knew was I liked him but I was not ready to be in a relationship
Just in case I'll get hurt
I wasn't ready to face that
For a very long time I had my heart protected I was not going to let my heart get broken now

Speaking of like do I really like him
I just said that to myself

I think he is cute though and he could make a very good boyfriend with him being all romantic and gentle

The sound of chairs and tables being lifted is what brought me back from my trance I seem to have zoned out of class since I had not noticed the end of the lesson .
The lecturer and all the pupils were going out of class
I wonder if I could remember anything from today's class

"Bess what's going on that pretty head of yours ,you didn't even notice everyone leaving. Let's go and rest as you can see the lesson just ended "

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The truth is I wasn't the only one avoiding the other
To me it seems like drew was also avoiding me
Few days have passed and I haven't seen him
Though I was hiding from him , my eyes seemed to wonder in the school areas where I knew to find him
Every now and then I was met with dissappointment
He didn't even come to join us at our usual lunch place
I couldn't help but wonder if he was okay or if he even came to school these days

It's all my fault
What if i didn't break his heart .

All he did was pouring his heart out...

The truth is that I really missed him
I can't stand this cat and mouse game we are playing
This whole avoiding each other thing was making me frustrated .

One thing is certain I was longing to see him
I missed his smile
His lame jokes which I always found myself laughing to them
He didn't even text anymore

.......
Interviewing the writer
Question 1
Does Jackie like drew?
Of course she does who wouldn't drew is this handsome guy who plays basketball
He is good in class and also very kind
Question 2
Did she have to run away that night if she loved him?
She didn't have to but I just that she was a little shaken
She had not seen it coming
And she had no plans of having a boyfriend so she did the most stupid thing that came to her mind .flee
Hahaha both the interviewer and the writer laughs

Question 3
Are you and Jackie the same person?
Nope I think I have answered that question a long ago
This is just a story Jackie Andrew and the rest are just characters that I create and just like other stories mine
Am writing my story but it doesn't mean I am in the story
Thanks everyone for reading
Let's go to the next chapter
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