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The trip.

The thought of going on road trip really got me excited.
Anna refuses to tell me where we are going .
I sent Anna out of my room so  I could hurry up.

I decide on putting on  cargo pants and a knitted pullneck croptop. I had my black rosy hair in a messy bun.

I pick my phone, some cash and join Anna downstairs.

"Am ready ,let's get going " I say to Anna .

"Are you going out dressed like that "Anna asks scanning me from top to bottom.

"What's wrong with what am dressing "I say heading to the door .

"Bess, I hope this doesn't come out the wrong way,... are you trying to dress up like Stacy.I mean I haven't seen you in cargo pants and look at those boots "

"What are you saying ? because Stacy wears cargo pants and camo pants  doesn't mean I can't wear them. She doesn't own the fashion. "

" You are right she doesn't own the fashion. But are you dressing like that because you want to or are you doing it to compare yourself to her.If you are dressing to compare yourself to her then it's not worth it....bess you are beautiful you can wear anything you want but don't do it to compete with  anyone .Last time I check you hated how she dresses ,so what got into you. "

I might have taken this whole jealousy into a new level.

"If you still want to wear that we can get going "

I know she isn't doing to push this thing harder.
I can't believe I even thought of  doing this.
I don't really love cargo pants with  safari boots but I guess I want to be like Stacy.

Maybe that way I'll get into their circle.

"Give me one second I'll be right back " I ran up stairs and get changed.
I put on blue jeans and a floral sleveless top with a pair of white sneakers.
I go back downstairs for the second time but this time I don't dissapoint Anna.
My parents have already left for work so I lock the door
and keep my keys in my little purse.
We head towards Anna's car and in few minutes we already hitting the road .

In the car we make conversations and I bring  Bruno up.

"So Anna any news from Bruno" I ask her.

"What do you mean any news"

"Has he tried to contact you in anyway since you broke up,you guys can try fix things"

"He has but I haven't replied to his calls,texts or voice messages. "

"Why not? Are you  giving up on a three years relationship just like ? "

"That's not what am doing, I want him to achieve his dreams. I don't want to stand on the way . "

"What do you mean stand on his way ,you have always supported his dream. "

"That's not it ,I want him here with me. If he is here then he can't achieve his dream of being an international football player.I also can't be there with him I have school to attend to.
This long distance relationship is killing me .I can't be with him when I want to . I see him once in every three months that's not enough. I miss him alot "

I regret bringing this topic up. She is driving and I don't want to get her all emotional.

"But am sure you guys can work things out,sit and talk am sure you will find a way.It doesn't have to end like this." I feel sorry for Anna. Knowing how much she loves Bruno. I want so much to fight for them to get back together.
I know it's not my place but I still think there love is worth it .
I am really tempted to call Bruno and ask him to come here and fight for the love of his life, but I know Anna is going to be mad at me.
I know deep down she is hoping he will fight for them to be together.