Hearts

Bad girlfriend.

 

Sitted under a huge tree in our school. I am bored to all corners of the word -bored.It's lunch time but I am not in the mood to join the others. I am still sad or rather mad at Andrew .
I told Anna to go have lunch without me and I'll follow later.

Thirty minutes have passed  and I am  yet to leave this place. Till when am I going to run away from my problems .

I have calls and text from Anna and Andrew but I haven't returned any of them.They are worried but am not sure I want to have lunch with any of them.

After so many impatient texts I stand up and decide to join them.I kick my boots to clean the dust.pick the dry leaves stuck on my leggings cleaning myself.puting my backpack on the back i make my way to the cafeteria.

Entering the cafeteria am greeted by worried faces but I ignore them.Anna   is arguing with Andrew but when she seems me she stops .

I take a sit next to Andrew and greet the rest of them. All of them have began eating expect Andrew. We always eat together and on a normal day I would feel sorry for making him late but not today.

He orders our meal and we all eat.They are making random conversations but the tension is sensed from every angle of the table.

"Are you okay ? " Andrew decides to break the silence.

I nod to say yes .

"Where were you ?we have been calling your phone "

" I was in the library. I couldn't pick any calls " I murmur the quickest lie that could come to my head.

He nods his head and proceeds to eat though I know he isn't convinced by my answer.

Stacy , Shawn and Anna make conversations but I know they are trying so much to act normal. I was with Shawn and Anna yesterday and they know why am this mad.

***

Everyone is done eating and we are all quietly heading to our different classes when Stacy decides to excuse herself to go to the washrooms .

I take it as my cue and follow her.This might be my only chance to confront her since she is with Shawn or Andrew most of the time . I say bye to the boys and ask Anna to wait for me as I excuse myself.

I find Stacy already done .cleaning herself in the mirror and checking her makeup. I stand behind her and fold my arms.

We she raises her eyes to check on the mirror her eyes meet mine and she turns around.

" Jackie ,can I help you with something  ?" She asks innocently.

I have seen such bitches they act all innocent till they have your man wrapped around their little finger then  they show you who they really are.

"Sure .you be helpful if you tell me where you and Andrew go yesterday evening " I tell her with my eyes on her not blinking away.

" Don't be ridiculous. Andrew is your boyfriend if you want to know it's good if you asked him.don't ask me?" She retorts and tries to get pass me on her way out.

" Not so fast sweetie. If I wanted to ask him I would but I asked you first .now go ahead and tell me"  I tell her after blocking her way .

She must have tought this was a game .when she looks into my face the only thing she sees is seriousness. If she thinks she is a bitch then I'll show her who is a bigger bitch.

She looks at me with disguise and speaks.

" I didn't think you are this much of a bitch. "

Sorry to blow your bubble.

"Where Andrew and I were yesterday is non of your business. He will tell you if he wants to .All this is really. ....I have always known from the start that you don't like  me but this is silly. "

"You think I don't see how you keep eyeing me.how you get over protective of Andrew when am around. If you think I have feelings for Andrew then you  are wrong. Stop treating me like trash .I love Andrew but like a brother. He and Shawn have always been the big  bros I never had.I try to treat you well but all I get from you is hate."

At this time am really confused .
what have I done.
I can't even say sorry .

I am ashamed to look at Stacy in the eyes.she is crying. All I hear is the quiet blowing of her nose and silent cries.

I don't know what to say or do .remembering that I had a spare handkerchief in my bag I go pull it out and had it to her hoping that maybe it will help.

She does something I hadn't tought she would .she throws it back in my face and storms out of the washroom before murmuring to me ' I don't need your help '.

I ran after her only to find Anna and Andrew waiting near the washrooms. Stacy looks at them as If she wants to stop but then proceeds.

Anna and Andrew look at her astonished before looking at me .

I walked slowing towards them fidgeting with straps from my bag.

"What's wrong with Stacy ? " Andrew is the first one to ask.
Anna looks at me but with a worried face.I can see it in her face that she is convinced that I did something to Stacy.

" she isn't feeling okay .something wrong with her stomach " I blurt out without a second thought.

I can't believe I just lied .what if Stacy tells the truth to Andrew.

I don't know how I easily lied.what if he finds out from Stacy and gets angry at me.what if he breaks up with me for not trusting him and for assulting his best friend.

What have gotten myself into? The look on Stacys face when she was lashing out on me showed how innocent she was.I just created all those things in my mind because I was jealous of her.now am regretting why I even followed her to the washroom.

" Are you okay?" Anna's question is what brings me back to earth.

My mind was racing with questions that I spaced out.

"I am fine " I answer her.

" have a nice day .Am going to check on Stacy before going to class " Andrew says before kissing me goodbye.

He murmurs bye to Anna before leaving.

Anna looks at me worriedly but I tug on her arm leading her to class .
Am afraid of Andrew's reaction when Stacy finally tells him the truth .

Hey lovies .
Who saw that coming?

And the crowned world's badgirlfriend goes to Jackie. ..

Haha that's insane.

Who else is a jealous girlfriend like Jackie. ?