Hearts

I love you too

Two weeks have passed since I saw Andrew.
Anna said if I avoid him it will give me space to think things over and over again.
The question of whether I was giving Andrew a chance or not still remains.

Within the two weeks it's official that I had feelings for Andrew
But.....
I was so afraid.
I wasn't ready to get hurt .
I wasn't going to let someone use me and dump me once he was done .
Neither was I ready to let go of Andrew .
For the while I have known him he seems to be a good person.

But you know what ?life is  full of uncertainties.
Nothing is certain .
You just have to dare and see if it works .
Not everybody is a bad person and maybe he really loves me so much and am wasting my chances of being happy .

Maybe the time has come for me to come out of my shell.
I don't have to be afraid anymore.
I should have a positive attitude ;everything would work out to be good .

So now I was willing to give it a chance.
Give love a chance, give myself a chance to be happy and above all give Andrew a chance .

Geez I sound like Anna .

My bestfriend and I had spent a lot of time discussing this
She had been nothing but helpful.
She made me realize my feelings for Andrew .

Infact she had been my therapist .
Helped me view things positively .
She had gone all putting an act that she is a doctor and was giving me therapy sections .
She has been asking me questions ,to help me see things as they are.

Thanks to her am now considering the fact that I should be with Andrew .

But the question is ,is  the offer still available or did I push him away when I walked away that night since he is being avoiding me lately .

What did you expect him to do when all you did was say no in a very funny way

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Andrew was avoiding me so I now had to look for him,
tell him what I felt and atleast apologize for walking away .

Guess where I looked for him?

In the basket court of course.
The guy loves basket ball and he would miss anything but will never miss practice or a match.

Lucky enough I found him
He was having practice .

Its so easy to spot him in the court since he was the best player and it seems like he was always next to the ball.

I had to wait till after practice so we could talk .
I found myself a bench to sit and wait .

I didn't mind waiting .
What I had to say to him  was more important .

I sat I that bench and thought about what I had to say.
I still have the chance to change my mind since he isn't here yet
But I didn't want to go away again.
I cared  for him enough, to see him hurt.
So I choose to stay.

Andrew seem to have noticed me since when he was done with practice he started coming my way .
It's so obvious I was looking for him since I rarely come here .
Only if am with him or he asked  me to come.

I ...I really felt nervous I didn't even want  to look at his face
But I knew I had to do this if I had the courage to come here then I can do this

God he is already here !
What do I say

He seem to have noticed my nervousness .
he sits next to me and for a moment we sit silently.

Breathe in breath out you can do this push

Am now calm I should speak first ,I didnt come here sit silently

"  Am sorry " we find ourselves saying in unison.
I am not the only person who was surprised
Then next thing  that happened was more surprising ,we both are laughing .
I thought he was mad at me

"Okay I'll go first " and I nodded in agreement since he seemed to be determined to say what he had.

"Am sorry for what happened that other night ,but all I said that night was true .
I love you Jackie.
I have been a coward for a while. I didn't know how to tell you.
I had no chance to be with you.

I didn't want to tell you my feelings  because I was afraid you didn't feel the same way about me.
So I gave up and that whole time i tried to forget about you .
Trust me it wasn't easy.

When I came to this school and I saw you  all those feelings came back .
I could no longer hide them or try to forget them .
when we became friends my hopes of being with you were reborn .
And I asked for a chance to so I can show you how much I love you .

But if you dont feel the sane way about me its fine .
I can't force you to love me back.
I don't want to push you away .
We could just be friends. .."

Now I knew my time to speak had come .
I wasn't here for us to be friends .
I had to let him know why I am here .
I couldn't stand the disappointment in his face when he said we should be friends .

I did something that had never thought I would do atleast not today.
God watching telenovelas did spoil my head .

I took his face in my hands and placed  my lips on his.
I wasn't planing on deepening the kiss but what my lips met wasn't something I could resist .
Ooh my !those wet lips felt so good against mine .
Andrew seem to be a little shaken but he recovered .
The next thing I knew he was kissing me back .
Holy mother of virgins
If I had known that kissing this guy felt this good then I would have done it along time ago.
His tongue in my mouth exploring every inch.
His kiss was with so much need , as if he was waiting for this moment for so long.
We were kissing in the basket ball benches and I didn't even care who was looking at us.

Who knew I could be this courageous to start a kiss.

Placing my forehead on his silently as I fought for air .
It seems I didn't care to  breath when my lips were on his.

"I accept to be your girlfriend"

This words seem to have Earned me another kiss.
To say he was happy was an understatement cause he looked more than happy .

"Jackie am the happiest person alive today ,you have no idea how long I have waited for this day
I had imagined it in my head in several scenes but non of them beat today  ,I love you very much "

Gosh this boyfriend of mine is really sweet .
I won't be surprised if he has our wedding already planned in his head.

"Can I get a hug from my girlfriend I really want her in my arms to now"

God his boy is going to be the end of me am falling harder every minute .

Guess this is it ,am going to start a new chapter
Another chapter in my life
I just got myself a boyfriend who really loves me.
I am willing to give this a try , he is worth it .

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Ooh my what a long chapter
Finally they are now together
Let's make a toast to the new couples
Everyone raise your glasses 🍻
God am happy we have made progess they even kissed🙈
Let's see what the next chapter has in store for us
Ooh it seems like this chapter we forgot about Anna
In the next chapters we will bring more characters and develop the plot better

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