LOVE MEEE!! - (Abandoned)

I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore

Misha M.

The way he kissed me.. it was like he wanted this so much..

But... I can't feel anything for him at all.. well except my hard on, but that's not what I mean.

I gently pushed him away..

"I'm sorry.." he looked at me surprised, but then he smiled softly again.

"I.. I'm sorry, but I can't do this anymore.." I felt a tear slide down my cheek.

How? How can you smile like that when I just rejected you?

"D-Doesn't it hurt?" I gripped the hem of my shirt and looked down at the table.

"Your rejection you mean? Of course it hurts.. it's just that I don't want to sulk and brood because another guy rejected me."

"So.. you're a playboy ikemen?" After I said that, he laughed as if that was the most hilarious thing he's heard all night.

Then he looked thoughtful for a moment and said, "No.. I've only ever liked three people, and that includes you."

Three people? Is Chris one of them, and if he was.. then who's the other guy that rejected this sexy bitch.

"I hope you don't expect me to say 'me, myself, and you'." He's joking, right?

Right?

"But I already knew that this is how it'd turn out. I never expected you to just choose me, you know."

Somebody date this guy! He's too perfect!

"You're making this so difficult, you're too perfect, why can't every guy be like you?" I whined frustratedly.

It's like having to break up with a cinnamon roll, why do I feel like I'm the one who's been brokenhearted here?!

I feel like I've cheated him somehow.. ughh... I feel so bad.

"Plus you know, I'm graduating this year.. and it's not like it'd be that long of a relationship." Dude stop, you're making yourself more sexy if you say anything more.

I think that, but he's just sitting right across from me with a sympathetic smile on his face, and even if he smiled like that, I could still feel the sadness radiating from him.

"I feel like I should make a prediction..."

"A what?" He asked.

"A prediction, I can predict certain things based on human behaviours and patterns."

Now I just confused him even more..

"Basically I study how people act and make predictions based on clichés. It has a 70% chance of being correct.. but you know my intuition is most of the time correct."

"Is that how you write? You write predictable scenarios to avoid making them in the future?"

"That's right! My mind is basically reading the situation and tries to fit clichés in them and everything falls into place."

I nodded happily and reached for his hand then pulled it close to my face.

I kissed the back of his right hand softly and spoke, "You're gonna be a great person.. and you'll find someone almost as handsome as me and Chris!"

He smiled one last time that night, and after a while, we parted ways.

It's like Citrus without the incest problems.

"Thanks for going on a date with me, Mikhail. This night was so fun. I think Ian's really lucky having someone like you like him.."

"Well it's not like I have a chance.. things between the two of us are really awkward right now.. I mean after what happened the day after the party and all."

Flashes of memories flooded my mind, the bathroom, sitting on top of Ian.. being naked.

Ah, the good 'ol days.

"I know, but I think Claire's doing something about that. Anyway, I'll walk you home, it's the least I can do."

'Least you can do' my ass! Why.. why are making this so hard for me! In more ways than one, I hope doesn't look at my lower half.

"Yeah.. let's go! And I swear one day I'm gonna get you that Initial D. Maybe a threesome."