Of Bullies and Nerds

The Pros and the Cons

Oh how I love my bed! Seriously hospital bed are fine and all but once you sleep in one for six years you don't want to go back. All I wanted to do was sleep the night away. However, that small detail of having my own non vampire and werewolf love triangle was keeping me from the glorious sleep.

Both guys were so amazing and helped me so much. Both have been there for me through out my hard times. Both claim that they love me. Both are very handsome, but that doesn't really matter. Both go to my school.

Brody isn't a Christian so that should rule him out completely, but I just can't get him out of my mind.

Andrew seems to hate Brody, but then again so does Brody. Andrew has been there everyday when I was in a comma.

Brody however, knows how to comfort me really well when I have bad dreams. I absolutely love both of them.

I'm most likely gonna lose one of them if I choose. Unless I don't choose either.

I stared straight at the ceiling fan and sighed. Love had to be this hard. When I was seven, all you had to do was say I like you and you were a couple and that was just hanging out. I groaned in my pillow and screamed.

Apparently it was loud enough to be heard. I heard footsteps gallop up the stairs and the door burst open.

"What's wrong, sweetheart?" Dad asked. He was in his sleepwear and had his face half of shaving cream. Why he was shaving at night I can never explain.

"Boys," I said with another groan. "It was so much simpler when I was seven."

"Honey, first of all don't ever scare me like that again. Second of all, life is never going to be that easy easy, especially love life. Honey, I honestly don't care who you choose, both seem like wonderful guys. Pray about it and follow your heart." He kissed my head and went back, probably to finish shaving. Speaking of which, I wiped my forehead from the cream and laughed.

I looked back to my ceiling and frowned. Rolling off I kneeled on the floor flooding my hands.

"Dear lord, please guide me in what to do, I need your help." I sighed and climbed back into bed.

Suddenly my phone rang and I saw it was Andrew.

"Hey,"

"Hey, Jen"

"What's up?"

"I was just wanting to know if you decided yet?"

"No, I've been thinking about it though."

"Ok, well, I hope you know I love you."

"I know, night."

"Night,"

We hung up and I threw my phone onto the pillow. My phone buzzed and I saw it was Brody.

"Really?" I muttered. I answered it ms waited for the person to speak.

"Listen, I know who you are going to choose and I don't blame you. I just want you to know thy I love you, but I want you to be happy. If I can't give you it, then Andrew will." With that he hung up on me before I could say anything. I groaned and stomped downstairs to the kitchen.

Hanging out a jug of milk I poured it and grabbed a cookie. I sat at the table just dunking my cookie.

"I think that cookie is going to drown." A voice said. I jumped and turned around. It was Cindy. "Your father and I was out on a date." Oh, that's why he shaved. "We were going to watch a movie, but when he told me about you, I just had to tell you, that love is a wonderful thing, but it's fragile. Follow your heart and if there is even the slightest thing that you doubt, try and think of you could live with that for the rest of your life. It's only going to get worse. Trust me I know, you father for example-"

"What about me?" He asked. I laughed and we all talked for a while. I yawned and decided to go to bed.

Re-climbing into bed, I smiled at the choices I knew what I was going to Chose tomorrow.