A tronnor love story

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Connor's POV

Sam was running late so I decided to text Sam to see if he was ok.

Hey Sam, where are you? -Connor

I waited for an hour or so for a reply the only thing is, he didn't reply.

I texted him again

Sam? It's me Connor, call me when you can. -Connor

It was Sunday night and Sam was still not here. Now I was worried.

At about 2:00 am my phone rang, it was Sam's mom, why would she be calling?

I picked up the phone to the sound of a crying mother

"Hello"

"Connor, it's Sam's mom, come to the hospital quick" she said while crying

"Ok, I'll bring the rest of the guys." I said as I sprung out of bed

"I will call you back, we will be there in 10 minutes" I said while putting on some pants

I hung up the phone and ran to get the others

"Kian, Jc, Trevor, Ricky! Wake up Sam's at the hospital get dressed." I yelled

2 minutes later, everyone was dressed and ready to go.

I grabbed the keys and we all piled into the car

We got to the hospital in 7 minutes and ran to the front desk.

I saw Sam's mom standing in the seating area breaking down into tears.

"What happened" I said worriedly

"It's Sam, he was driving to your place and got into a car crash" she said

"Oh my god, is he ok?"

"He's in surgery right now, they say he has a lot of internal bleeding"

The doctor came out to update us on Sam's condition

"Hello, I'm Dr. Mellet , Sam is doing fine right now, we are just closing him up now."

"Thank god, when can we see him?" Sam's mom asked

"You can go to his room, two doors down on the left"

She ran down the hallway to be by her son's side

"Excuse me doctor, do you know what caused the crash?" I asked

"Ah yes, when the ambulance found him, he was holding a cellphone. Apparently he was texting someone named Connor F, we don't know his last name."

"Oh ok thank you"

I feel like a million bricks hit me in the face all at once.

I'm the reason Sam got into a car crash, it's all my fault.

While we were waiting for Sam to wake up from surgery, I told the guys I was getting some coffee

I really got a taxi and went back home

I guess Sam woke up because none of the boys called me, I'm glad he's ok

I can't believe it was my fault, Sam could've died because of me.

I got a phone call from Jc

"Hey Connor, where are you buddy? That's doesn't matter, Sam's awake! Isn't that great, but the doctor said he might not be able to walk ever again, I have to go byeee"

He hung up

Sam might be paralyzed because of me

If Sam can't walk ever again I won't breathe again

I ran upstairs to the bathroom

I got a razor blade and began cutting my wrists

I was crying so hard I didn't even notice how much I was bleeding

I got really dizzy and started to regret cutting myself

I fell onto the ground

It was starting to get dark

I reached for my phone, I dialed 9-1-1

"Hello"

"Help me..."

// should Sam live? Should he be paralyzed, Will Connor be ok? Tell me what should happen

Self harm is never the answer. If you are going through something, tell someone you trust or tell your doctor, anyone.