Darkness

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Connor's POV

"Will you marry me?"

Troye was about to answer before I told him he could have some time think about it

I already know he going to say yes, we love each other

Troye went upstairs and Beth volunteered to help my mom with the dishes

Tyler saw something on the tv, something about Darren Chris so he watched that.

My dad being curious went over and watched it with him.

Being bored out of my mind I went and watched it too.

About an hour later I got a text from Troye.

"Can you come upstairs" -Troye

I dashed upstairs, I had a hunch Troye wanted to talk about the proposal, I can't wait.

"Hey do you have an answer to my question" I said

He told me his answer

I was crushed, I can't believe he said no

Why would he say no? I love him, he loves me. We're perfect for each other, unless there is someone else.

Oh my god there is

I bet it's Tyler, Troye is always texting Tyler oh my god how did I not realize this

Wait it's not

What, Bethany, but he's gay

What bi, Troye is breaking my heart

How could he be in love with my best friend

Troye was my one true love, I will never be happy again, I hate him

I ran out of the room to my room

I cried for hours, I couldn't stop, I had no reason to stop

Bethany being so amazing as she is, slid a note under my door

Dear Connor,
Hey Con I love you soo much. I hope I don't ruin your friendship with Troye. I hope we can all still be the sassy 3. You're my best friend, you've always been there for me. You're so funny, kind, amazing, wonderful, handsome, smart, the list goes on. I just wrote this to tell you, if you feel like no one loves you right now just remember that I do.

Wow Bethany is amazing, I can see why Troye loves her so much.

A few minutes later still feeling terrible and heart broken I decided I was going to do it

I tweeted some random tweet to make it seem I was fine

I then walked to the bathroom and got some pills

I shouldn't live, there is no reason for me to live

Yes Bethany loves me, but not as much as she loves Troye, and I can't keep living at second best

I swallowed them

I began to feel dizzy and it started to get dark

I lost my balence for a second but I was fine

I took a few step then it all went black

I don't remember much like I could hear I just couldn't see anything

I heard Troye's amazing voice screaming for help

I then heard Tyler, Beth, and my parents

A few minutes later I heard a siren, and some paramedics I assume

We were on the way to the hospital when

//I'm so excited for Christmas, all I'm getting is merch. I hope everyone has an amazing holiday whatever it is that you celebrate. I know this time of the year is terrible for some of you and I'm sorry for that. Just know it gets better. I hope you're enjoying this so far, should I add another chapter before 2015???

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