Meant To Be~Reddie💞

Chapter 22~i messed up..🦋

-are you bored yet? (by wallows) 💞
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⚠️TW⚠️
• suicidal language ( this may be triggering so yeah:( sorry <3 )

   Groupchat
(Richie, Stan + Bev)

Richie: i fucked up
Stan: what?
Bev: rich is going to rant hahahaha
Stan: get ready beverly :)
Richie: can you two just stfu and listen to me please
Richie: please, it's important
Stan: you're gonna 100% pull a mom joke
Bev: ^^^
Richie: fuck you dickheads
Richie: why don't i go and actually do what i've been thinking about for the past few days?
Bev: do what?
Stan: richie, what have you been thinking about doing..
Richie: killing myself! I want to slit my wrist and fucking die alone.
Stan: fuck rich, what's up??
Bev: richie please don't
Richie: i feel empty. i need someone but i fucking can't because i'm known as the 'jokester' or the 'happy kid who always makes jokes to make everyone laugh'
Richie: but i'm not happy! Life is shit
Bev: why is life shit rich, what happened xx
Stan: ^^ we're here for you, just tell us what happened
Richie: i can't say but i messed up badly.
Bev: rich.. please tell us
Bev: we promise we won't tell a soul
Stan: yeah, we promise rich
Richie: me and eddie started dating but you can't tell anyone because he has only told me that he's bi and if he finds out then he will hate me.
Richie: fuck it. he already hates me
Stan: why??
Bev: why would he hate you if you're dating him
Richie: i'm not anymore!! this kid i met. he asked to hang out so i said yes and then he kissed me and i kissed back but then i immediately pulled away and i told eddie and then he got fucking pissed with me. more than pissed actually. you should've seen him guys.. so many fucking tears were falling down his cheek, he was shouting his ass out at me as if he was gonna punch me, i could see the anger and pain in his eyes.
Bev: babe we're so sorry
Stan: i feel so shitty for not believing you when you said it was important
Richie: it's fine just don't feel sorry. i'm the one who feels sorry about kissing that kid
Stan: who was it?
Richie: not saying.
Stan: why?
Bev: stan. just leave it.
Richie: i just feel so shitty. i think i've lost the boy that i'm fucking in love with forever, my home life is shit and i have to deal with the shouting everyday. i feel alone, obviously i have you two but use still don't get it.. i couldn't even tell you two because i didn't wanna break eddie's promise but i felt so useless. i was gonna do it!! but then i decided to text you both on this groupchat because i've already done something way worse, i just need opinions on what to do.
Bev: hold up. you was gonna do what?
Stan: ^^?
Richie: kill myself. to end the pain. i was about to run the bath but lucky that i decided to text on here
Bev; richie come over please
Richie: nah, i won't do it
Stan: promise us! please rich, i can't lose you
Richie: awh you care 🥺
Stan: ofc i care, you're my best friend
Bev: we love you richie. you need to speak to eddie unless you want us to?
Richie: hahahaha no!! he cannot find out that i told you both, if he ever does consider forgiving me then i don't want him to find out that i broke his promise.
Bev: okay babe, we promise
Stan: yeah, you want our advise?
Richie: uhhh yes please
Stan: i think i speak for both me and bev when i say.. you need to text spam him, keep calling him, and if that doesn't work then go to his house.
Bev; yesssss, you need to richie
Richie: ya think?
Stan: yes!! hopefully his mum isn't home
Bev: sonia is mostly not home, but when she's not home she calls a hell of a lot of times
Richie: haha true
Richie: thanks you guys:) i appreciate it
Bev: it's okay:)) <3 love u dude
Stan: yeah, we both love ya rich
Richie: love you both two
Bev: quick question before you go. i need your help
Richie: was bill not pleasurable enough?! i'm coming over with the condoms
Bev: ew what no!! it has got something to do with bill though..
Stan: have you broken up?
Richie: ^^^ ?
Bev: nooo but recently bill has been getting really over-protective.. it's annoying but i'm not sure if he'll react well if i talk to him about it?¿
Richie: talk to him!!
Stan: yeah, it doesn't matter how bill reacts. you need to tell him your issues, relationship isn't anything without trust
Bev: yeah i guess, thanks guys
Stan: your welcome boo
Richie: your very much welcome bEaverly
Bev: have you got any problems then stan??
Stan: nope, i'm fine
Richie: well i'm gonna go text eddie then, cya guys
Bev: byeee guys
Stan: cya :)
read by Richie + Bev

                            Richie + Eddie

Richie: eddie!!
Richie: i'm sorry for spamming you yesterday, just please reply
Richie: eddie please!! i can't deal with this right now
Richie: well i know you can't either but please! i'm beyond sorry
Richie: i really like you eddie! i want to be with you!!
Richie: not that stupid connor kid
Richie: i shouldn't of kissed him back, it didn't mean anything. PLEASE just text me back!!

*Eddie has blocked you*

Richie: oh my god

Eddie was sat on his bed crying and thinking, mostly crying. He blocked Richie because of the amount of messages he was receiving from him, but then he heard his phone start to ring. So he checked his phone again.

5 missed calls from Richie
1 unread voice message from Richie

Eddie sighed as he clicked onto the voicemail and began to listen to what Richie had to say.

Voice message playing:

"eds..please,
you know i like you, ive liked you for as long as i can remember,
your millions of freckles,
your messy hair that bounces up and down every time you walk,
your fucking contagious smile,
your stupid cute voice that gets annoyed whenever i call you nicknames,
i miss you eddie,
please just talk to me"

Voice message ended.

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{lollll so richie is a simp:)) but so is every nice boy so it's a win win lmaoo. also that voice message kinda gave me vibes off of sex education when otis sent maeve the voice message..until that stupid disabled man deleted it!!! :(( but yeah, get ready for the next chapter lol <3 }