Meant To Be~Reddie💞

Chapter 27~long walks..🦋

wait (by M83) 💞
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Richie was strolling along the pathway in town, barely anyone was around on a Sunday as most of the shops were closed. Richie decided to stop walking after about 20 minutes and sat himself down on a bench to clear his mind.

Was i just a toxic person to be with? Am i not a trustable person? Of course i'm not, Eddie can't seem to trust anything i say.. Is it Eddie who's in the wrong? Obviously it's okay for him to be a little weary because of what happened but she shouldn't straight away believe Connor? Believe Connor over me! I love him to fucking bits.. Does he even love me? Is that why he doesn't trust me? Because he doesn't love me?! Because all i know is that love is supported by trust.. Maybe i'm the one being mugged off, i'm the one who shouldn't believe Eddie? I'm the one who shouldn't trust him! Wait no, i cheated.. Fuck. Why can't Connor and Henry and fucking every difficult person like fuck off? So me and Eddie can be in a happy relationship without anyone getting in the way?? But no, i'm just an unlucky kid.. And Eddie is unlucky by somehow falling for me.. That's if he did fall for me. Did he? I should text Stan or Bev or anybody!!

Richie was sat silently on the bench with his head falling back so he was looking up into the sky. Tears were slowly falling down his cheek from his overthinking, he decided he should text Stan or Bev. The group chat, yeah.

Groupchat
(Richie, Bev + Stan)

Richie: guysss
Stan: look who's finally talking to us..
Bev: ^^
Richie: huh??
Stan: you and eddie have been barely speaking to us since the camping trip dude
Bev: have you both been with each other?
Richie: yes, we've been hanging out
Bev: "hanging out" pftttt
Stan: did you use protection
Richie: you know it;)
Stan: really?? :0
Richie: no idiot
Bev: thank god, eddie is my precious baby
Richie: actually hes my precious baby
Bev: hold up.. did something happen between you both?
Stan; spill it trashmouth
Richie: ok so basically me and him confessed our love and shit.. we're dating, well i think we still are
Stan; congrats brooo, after years of having a crush on that dude and you've finally pulled him
Bev: i'm happy for you rich but surely you should know if you are both dating atm ? XD
Richie: it's confusing.
Stan: tell us what happened
Richie: okay fine
Richie: *voice message explaining what happened*
Bev: richie do you want my honest opinion or my fake opinion
Richie: uhhhh honest opinion??
Bev: okay, sorry that i'm about to say this like i love ya and that's why i'm trying to be truthful to you:)
stan: get on with it bev
Richie: ^^
Bev: okay so i think that it's normal that you would be annoyed that eddie believed that kid connor over you buttttt you did kinda cheat on him.. you shouldn't be so harsh on the kid, he's probably got trust issues or smth:(
Richie: i'm an idiot
Stan: we know
Bev: shut it stan
Bev: you're not an idiot rich, you're just annoyed
Stan: maybe you both weren't ready for the relationship?
Richie: i'm ready for the relationship stan!
Richie: i have been ready for the past couple years
Bev: yeah but, maybe eddie isn't?
Stan: it wouldn't surprise me, you're his first boyfriend
Richie: i know
Bev: sooo what are you planning on doing?
Richie; i'm gonna talk to him.. i don't wanna end it
Stan: okay bro, tell us how it goes
Richie: waittttttt
Richie: what should i say ?
Stan: beverly can answer that, i'm shit at helping people
Richie: understatement
Stan: well then, don't ask me for help next time:)
richie; i was jokingggg
Richie: oh cmon stan
Richie: stanley. uris?????
Richie: whatever, beverlyyy??
Bev: i'm back
Richie: good, what should i say to eddie when i go and speak to him
Bev: first of all, apologise for yelling at him for not trusting you when it was obviously your fault that he might have trust issues
Richie: okayyy, carry on
Bev: secondly, explain to him that you will try your hardest in the relationship
Richie: uhhh okay
Bev: last but not least, give a speech on your true feelings that you feel towards him
Richie: i've already done that on a voice mail
Bev: did you include about how you've had a massive crush on him for years and that you feel your stomach drop every time you see him?
Richie: ......
Richie: no
Bev: well go and say all that to him, text us when you're done. okay?
Richie; okay thanks bevvy
Richie: one more favour..
Bev: what is it?
Richie: don't tell anyone!! he just only came out as bi to me and i don't want his secret getting spread. i can imagine how worried he would be and my heart would melt:((
Richie: this goes for you too stan, i know you're gonna be reading through this chat some time soon
Bev: lol okay, i promise
Bev: now go and find himmm!!
Richie: okay okay, bye love ya
Bev; love ya too rich:)
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Richie stood up from the bench and placed his phone into his back pocket. He began to walk in the direction of town centre to head to his house, in hope that Eddie was still there...