Yeon Na's POV
"I want to break up." Jae Sang blurted out. At that moment, my heart skipped a beat, it's was like the world started going in slow mo. Your mind goes completely blank and your ears just muffles every noise around you. That was the kind of shock I was in.
"Y-You want to do what?" I stuttered.
"I... I want to break up." he muttered through gritted teeth.
"Why? I thought everything was alright?-"
"Alright? Being near you makes me uncomfortable. It's suffocating so let's just break up." he began to walk off but I held his arm to stop him. I could not let it end this way. Our relationship was too strong to just end this way.
"You're lying right? How can that just be the reason? I know for a fact that the Jae Sang I know does not give up this easily so please don't give up on us this easily. I don't what exactly is the main reason but please don't." I begged holding his hand with both of mine. He refused to look back at me the whole time and just stood still. Then, he pulled off my hands before turning to me.
"I've tried but it's too hard. It's too hard to stay by your side." he sighed looking at me in the eyes as though I was a stranger. Suddenly, my phone started ringing.
"You should answer it." he suggested and I shook my head.
"Make me understand you first."
He grabbed into the pocket of my skirt, answering the phone and pressing in against my ear before placing my hand over it.
"Is this Yeon Na?... Hello? Erm, Hye RIn has been admitted to the hospital because she lost consciousness." the nurse informed making me unfreeze and go into panic.
"What? Which hospital is Hye Rin in?" I asked after clearing my throat, calling attention to Jae Sang. I looked at him as the nurse informed me of the hospital.
"You better go to her now."
"Are you not coming?" I asked after hanging up the phone.
"I can't" He said before heading off. I watched as his figure gradually became smaller before it disappeared. I stood there for a moment trying to recollect myself before going to Hye Rin. What went wrong?
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These few days are a living hell for me. I dread for each day to pass. Jae Sang has been absent since he broke up with me and Hye Rin is in the hospital because her transplanted heart was expiring. Nothing had been going well for the 3 of us. I have been left alone again like the time before Hye Rin transferred to this school and before I met Jae Sang. Everything happened too suddenly. I went back to eating by myself and the loneliness and silence of my school life. Hye Rin was stuck laying on a hospital bed and Jae Sang was no where to be seen. I knew nothing about how he was. He refused to answer my calls or messages. Oddly, I was not used to the loneliness I was feeling now. Before him, this loneliness felt like a normal thing but now it felt odd and unfamiliar. I must have gotten too used to having them around me. Now, I keep finding myself up at the rooftop as though I was waiting for Jae Sang to appear and find me here.
Suddenly, I felt movement beside me, causing a pause to my train of thoughts. The memory of Jae Sang and I here for the first time flashed in my mind. My hopes became high and my heart raced as I turn to the side expectantly. In contrary to what I had hoped, there sat Seo Jun beside me and my smile faded.
"Sorry I'm not who you hoped." Seo Jun joked.
"What are you doing up here?" I inquired.
"Well, I saw you go up here and wanted to ask you how you've been." Seo Jun answered extending his arm, resting it on the back of the bench we were sitting on.
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Fantasy"There would never be a time where I would have cherished my time with my loved ones fully and be ready to let them go. I would always be greedy and want more time but the thing is time does not wait for anyone. We always have to be the ones waiting...
