💙❤️𝕂𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕆𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤❤️💙

💔💔You'll never love me💔💔

I don't understand why you don't look at me like you look at her.

I know I'm not the prettiest guy and I'm not the funniest. Yeah, it takes me awhile to understand your flirting and your jokes, but that's how I am. Why don't you understand that I'm trying my hardest to change? I'm trying my hardest to make you notice me, but you never do unless I die. It hurts when you flirt with her and don't get the same feelings in return. It hurts that you try too hard to become someone she wants you to be.

I don't want you to change. I want you to stay your happy self.

Why do you always flirt with anything with two legs?

Don't you understand that it hurts?! Why are you constantly playing with my heart, my emotions! I barely understand my emotions as it is and you're just making it worse! I don't think I can take it. I can barely focus. When I see you blush when you look at her, my heart breaks into a million pieces.

You flirted with me once and when I didn't get it, you stopped.

I'm sorry that I don't understand your flirts when you throw them at me. I've been alone in a shack! I've always been alone.

When we came back to earth to stop Sendak that's when she started returning your feelings. It didn't fucking take long when Lotor was at the castle. You're just a rebound for her, why can't you see that?! She doesn't love you the way I do. What am I talking about? I don't even know what love is.

It was sad seeing her have to go, but on the inside I was happy she was gone because that gave us a chance to be together. After all these years...you still don't fucking notice me. Seeing those marks on your cheek hurts my heart because I wasn't the one to win your heart first. I study your face every time you look at them in the mirror. Your face changes. The spark in your eyes fades away just because deep down inside you know you were just a rebound.

I want to make you forget about her. Let me help you forget about her. You don't need her.

I love you Lance, and I barely understand love, but if you are willing to help me, I'll help you forget about her. I know being without Allura pains you, but maybe this is a chance for you to find someone new. Even if it isn't me. I just wanna see you smile again.

She ruined you.

You never had the same spark. She ruined your happiness. I'm sorry I didn't do anything about it.

Just know that I'm happy if you're happy. You're happiness is my only priority.

I know you won't find this book and I know you won't return the same feelings, but just know I love you Lance McClain. Always have, and always will.

"Y-You idiot." Lance slammed the book shut as rain started to fall from the sky. "Why didn't you tell me this was how you felt?!" He yelled and vigorously pointed the book at the tombstone.

"You could've told me this before you left." He shouted with pure anger and sadness. Lance fell to his knees and let the tears flow down his cheeks.

"Now I can never tell you, that I love you too." Lance placed his hands on top of the tombstone and let out hard ugly sobs.

Here lies Keith Kogane.

A/N: Edited 😌

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