Is It Really Worth It? -Depressed Deku [ON BREAK/HOLD]

Ch. 15 (1.4k reads!?)

Okay, I'm such an idiot. There was a WHOLE other paragraph to Ch.14 that I didn't realize until DAYS LATER that I didn't put it in!! I remember typing it out but it's not here. I most likely deleted it and forgot. Like how stupid can I be! I'm just gonna add it in here. And yes I realize I could edit the other chapter but that would mean you readers would have to re-read it, and I don't want to force you people to read it again. But I shouldn't be complaining. Now on with the story!

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Deku's POV

As I was walking toward the exit of the park I heard Kacchan follow me. I tried to ignore him and leave but just as I was about to walk to the exit, Kacchan grabbed my arm. More specifically, my wrist. I tried to pull back my arm and leave but his grip on my wrist was tight and firm. I felt him roll but my sleeve to see my bandaged arm, slightly bleeding from his grip on it.

Bakugou's POV

No. Fucking. Way.

This can't be happening. Is this my fault?

What is going on in his head. I need to fix things.

Deku- no Izuku- no Midoriya- I'm not sure what to call him but he is frozen in shock. I could easily see the panic and fear in his eyes.

I then decided to do something most of those people in class would be shocked about.

I hugged him.

I don't know what I was doing, I just saw him looking scared and..... hugged him. He immediately tensed up but after a few seconds. He relaxed a bit and hugged me back.

Deku's POV

This is so strange.

 Kacchan is hugging ME. Like the overemotional crybaby I am, I started crying. But what I didn't expect was to feel tears on my shirt. Kacchan was crying too.

We both were just hugging and crying for what felt like hours, but was only a few minutes. After we had calmed down, Kacchan started talking.

"Why? Why did you do this? Why didn't you try getting help? Or are you getting help?" He kept on asking questions it was almost hard to keep up. I wow dear if this is what people hear when I mutter.

"Listen Kacchan, don't know! It's confusing. I don't even understand! It's really hard asking for help, especially something like this. So no, I'm not getting help and I don't want help. It will just make more people worry and I just can't deal with letting more people down. " Kacchan continued on after I spoke. "Listen, you wouldn't be letting anyone down if you got help."He waited for my response but I just stayed silent. "Does anyone else know?" I weakly explained that Iida knew but no one else did other than Iida and now himself.

He sighed before saying that he wouldn't tell my mother if I didn't want to him. He also asked if I needed any help my arm because since was bleeding slightly. I thanked him but I promised said I would clean and re-bandage my arm once I got back home.

He looked relieved that I said that, before he started talking again. "Alright but I'm gonna walk with you home. We can talk about.......anything really. I said okay and off we went to my home, as Kacchan said we talked about anything and just took this time to catch up. I'm not sure if we are on completely good terms now, I'm not even ready to fully accept that he is being caring I just can't help but wonder in the back of my head if this is some prank, but it was calm. I can't remember the last time I was around Kacchan and we were both calm and not fighting. It was nice. We got to my house, said our goodbyes and Kacchan walked off. But I could have sworn a saw a small smile on his face.

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Hello!! It's me again. 

SO 1.4k READS!? WHERE ARE YOU AMAZING PEOPLE COMING FROM!! LIKE HQSWVHKYEFTWCRBHUGCGHHFH

.......... thank you so much! Only I few chapters ago I was thanking you guys for 100 reads. But than I saw this book hit 1k reads and I new I was defenity going to be writing something like this. But than only few days pasted and then it gets to 1.4k!? WOW! I'm really shocked. Ang I know that there are hundreds and hundreds of BNHA stories with a lot more reads, BUT I AM SO PROUD/HAPPY THAT THIS BOOK GOT  MORE THAN 1,000 reads! WOOOOO! 

Okay. Small rant over.

Till next time, bye!