If This Was A Movie (On Hold)

Chapter 14 (Happiness, Surprises and Promises 2)

Luke led me to the dance floor, put his arms on my waist then my arms on his shoulder. Kinikilig nga ako sa titig niya e. I rested my head on his chest, hearing his pounding heartbeat.

Our little conversations
Are turning into little sweet sensations
And they're only getting sweeter everytime

"Ang ganda mo Kulit ko. Naiinlove ako lalo." I looked at him.

"Sus. Lakas mo mangbola."

We slowly swayed to the music, my cheek pressed on his cheek, he's hugging me..

Our friendly get togethers
Are turning into visions of forever
If I just believe
This foolish heart of mine

"I love you Kulit ko."

He whispered in my ear. I felt my heart beat increased..

I can't pretend that I'm just a friend
Coz' I'm thinking maybe
We we're meant to be

"Should I say I love you too?"

I said softly, he hug me tight.. As if he'll never let me go. We continued swaying on the rhythm of the music.

"I can wait. Hihintayin kita hanggang sa handa ka na. Nandito lang ako. Hindi kita iiwan."

"Promise?"

"I promise."

He kissed my cheek gently.

I think I'm fallen fallen in love with you
And I don't, I don't know what to do
Im afraid you'd turn away
But I'll say it anyway

I'm finally admitting, I have fallen in love with this guy.This guy I'm dancing with. I inched closer, letting myself feel his warmth..

Whenever we're together
Wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
Coz with you is where I always wanna be

Ayokong matapos yung music. I could dance and dance for hours. I'll never get tired. I hope I can freeze the moment and stay on his arms forever...

Whenever I'm beside you
All I really wanna do is hold you
No one else but you
Has meant this much to me

After the song, hinayaan niya muna ko makipagsayaw sa iba. Karamihan naman sa mga nakasayaw ko, classmates kong boys. Lahat sila nagtatanong kung boyfriend ko na si Luke. I always answered "Nah-uh". Hindi naman talaga kami, but we're both taken emotionally.

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"Pwede ko ba syang maisayaw?"

Currently, si Carlo ang kasayaw ko when THAT VOICE approached us.

"Sure pare." He gave way.

"Partner."

Nanlalamig ata ako. Siguro kung dati nangyari to,  hihimatayin ako sa kilig. Kaso iba na e, may mahal na ko.

"Paul." Yun lang ang lumabas sa bibig ko.

"I know it's time for me to open up. Sorry ha? Pagdating kasi sayo natotorpe ako. Hindi naman ako ganito. I always notice you sa church. Palagi kitang sinusundan ng tingin kahit hanggang dito sa school. Pinagmamasdan kita kahit sa malayo, masaya ako kapag ganun e. Akala ko talaga crush lang kita, kaso this is something deeper. I'm in love with you Joy. Hindi ako naghihintay ng kahit ano o umaasang masuklian itong nararamdaman ko. I just confessed kasi hindi ko na kayang itago."

Kayo lumagay sa posisyon ko,  makakapagsalita kayo?? Sa haba ng sinabi niya? Ako naman, walang mahagilap na matinong word!

"Ah eh .. Ano kasi.. Paul.." I stuttered.