Chapter 17

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Please read!!!! Important disclosure!!! First off I would like to take this time to warn everybody this chapter is extremely explicit. It's a pretty disgusting chapter so if you're weak of heart don't read. I'm warning you it gets pretty gruesome.

And the main reason you don't see many chapters coming up is because I've been having problems with my computer. My laptop charger finally gave out and the new one I have is retarded. (it's for my laptop but it doesn't fit snugly in the port) I end up spending more time trying to charge my laptop than actually use it. It's working now though 😒 little shit. But I really want to hurry with these two books so a few things may change with what I had in mind to shorten the book but keep the story going. Nothing too important though. 

Thanks for reading and enjoy!!!!!







Jamel 

After cutting the drugs in neat lines I got a piece of paper and snorted a line. The 'happy' couple was upstairs having another scream off. I smirked as the high hit me and listened in to all the mess I created. "I'm getting sick and tired of this!" Zay yelled. He was so mad it almost sent chills down my body. Almost. "Seriously Zoe! What is up with you?! Are you cheating on me?!"

"What?! How could you think that?! I've been with you since high school Zay. I would never cheat!" I almost bust out laughing right then and there. I snorted another line as I continued to listen. "I've told you multiple times I'm not ready! I lost a baby Zay. I can't just get over that and move on!"

"So what? We lost one child and that's it? You're acting like that wasn't my child too and I don't understand!" I chuckled because he has no idea. 

"Because you don't! You keep pressuring me to have another kid!"

"Fuck it!" He yelled as I snorted the last line feeling very relaxed. "That's the only thing you can say. I don't understand. You never explain to me what I don't understand. It's just the same excuses over and over again. I'm done! Done arguing with you and I'm done trying."

"What is that supposed to mean?! Zay! Zay come back here! Zay!" The door slammed shut. This time I laughed. He's always been like that. Spoiled ass brat. Zay can't handle stress or when things don't go his way and always just storms off to cry to his family. He doesn't realize just how dumb he is. 

Zoe has been a hoe for as long as I can remember. She not only fucked me the entire time but I would convince her to threesomes and even had a train ran on her by our old homeboys. Without condoms all the time might I add. She got pregnant multiple times throughout their relationship that he doesn't know about. She's like my lap dog. Never did anything without my permission. Most of the times she got pregnant was for me but since I didn't want kids I always told her to get rid of it. 

I wasn't always this bad. Messing up people's lives for the fun of it. When I was youngin I always got in trouble. My mother thought it was a phase until I tried to set the neighbor's dog on fire. She took me to every therapist and doctor she could and they all said the same thing. I'm a psycho maniac with bipolar issues and schizophernia later on in my teen years. Lot of messed up things in my head apparently. My mother went into debt to give me the best treatment possible and for her sake, I tried acting normal. But there were aspects of my personality I couldn't control well as a kid. Wasn't a great person but wasn't a horrible one as well. 

After my mom passed away I still tried my hardest to be 'normal'. My mother was the only one in my family who genuinely cared for me so I lost the support I needed to keep trying. My aunt, Brooke's mom, tried taking care of me but you could tell she was scared to death of me. She kicked me out when she caught me trying to take Brooke's pants off when we were younger. That's when Isaiah and his folks gave me a place to stay. I eventually stopped taking my pills regularly when I realized how much I hated them.

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