Hindi ko na alam what happened after nung gabing yun but the 2 weeks of me campaigning she was so hands on kala ko we're getting better pero everytime we go home she just goes back to her room o kaya naman busy sa bahay kahit na madami kaming kasambahay. I would initiate conversations with her ask her about her thoughts,I cherished those nights, her inputs were very well thought of and I took it all into consideration. Naaawa nga ako sakanya kasi everytime she's with me, kasi napaka init and sobrang maputik nang ibang lugar.
Pero never siyang nag reklamo she was all smiles and willing to help talaga, nakita ko ito nung may mga matatanda at batang lumalapit saamin she has a soft spot for them bawal kasi kami mag abot nang pera pero she would send one of our guys anonymously to bring them groceries.
Never niya pinapasabi kanino galing ang mga ito. Di niya alam pero I would smile everytime I see her na nakikihalubilo. Naging mabilis ang pag lipas ng 2 linggo and nakakatuwa dahil the whole family was at our house to wait for the election results and nung nanalo ako they all cheered and congratulated me sobrang saya ni dad he even hugged me.
Noong manalo ako ay naging busy ako at di na kami gaano nagkikita ni Dawn she became a housewife minsan nga naisip ko bakit di siya gawan ng sariling posisyon sa opisina para naman hindi siya ma bored kaso baka magalit nanaman at pinapakielaman ko siya.
I was still trying to fix us kaso nahihirapan ako kasi ako lagi ang nag stastart ng conversations with her. Tapos naisip ko naman ang kasabihan na "the way to a man's heart is through his stomach" kaya yun ang ginawa ko way to her heart naman. Everytime I go to a town I would bring her their best delicacy from the best makers talaga.
Napagod nadin siguro ako kakasuyo kasi parang walang pinatutunguhan matigas padin talaga siya 3 months in our marriage and she asked me if she can build a sculpting room I immediately said yes, how can I say no when nakita kong kabado siya at nahihiya sa gusto niya. Kinagulat ko lang ang pag halik niya sa cheeks ko akala ko may hope na.
Kapag nagkaroon na siya ng sculpting room eh magiging okay na kami. Pero hindi pala, when the room was done I inspected it and liked how she designed it. Nakita ko gumawa siya ng instagram account for her works they were amazing.
Kaya hindi nadin nakapagtataka na someone offered her to turn it into a business and we saw each other less kaya minsan pag hindi ako busy dumadaan ako and I would watch her sculpt while listening to old music.
Effortless talaga ang ganda niya pero I have a longing for her we've been married for 4 months pero wala, no kiss and syempre sex kahit nga convo ang hirap na eh. Pumasok ako isang araw sa sculpting room niya akala ko kasi andoon siya. Niyaya ko siyang sumama sakin na bumisita sa mga baranggay pero nadurog ang puso ko when she said no.
I am getting frustrated kaya naisipan ko na mag hanap ng babae, madami sobrang dami nilang madali kong nakukuha at alam nilang may asawa ako pero wala din silang pake they throw theirselves to me noong una di ko pa sila pinapansin pero later on sabi ko isang tikim lang until it turned into a habit hindi iba iba ang babae ko I would choose a girlfriend and stick with her.
Madalas late na akong umuuwi dahil don I don't think Dawn minds it ,okay na ito para di siya masaktan I would always tell myself.
Pero may isang gabi hindi ako naka uwi dahil Agnes came into town I spent the whole night with her and after non nakita ko si Dawn na hinihintay ako she interrogated me pero I know better than to tell the truth kaya I dismissed the issue.
Nagulat nalang ako nang malaman ko sa isang close friend na tinanggap ni Dawn ang pagiging editor sa isang magazine so aside from being a sculptor she's an editor nadin so we hardly see each other now.
Para kaming strangers sa sarili naming bahay. Buti nalang at maintindihin ang mga kasambahay namin at hindi nila ipinagkakalat ang mga nangyayari sa bahay. All I know is that I'm doing my best to serve my city and not hurt Dawn as much as possible.
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